:: the chronology of pain ::

holalalalalalala......
all I have to give is back...
yar..I know that it was a very long silence from all I have to give....
sorry so much for that and it all because my terrible health condition....:(
nway I would like to share about the painful week that I had...
it was started when I was just came back from having a love getaway with hubby wubby and 2 days after that the virus started hit me...:(
on June 17, 2011...
I felt a little bit dizzy once I woke up on that morning...then with the very hot weather then I got temperature in the evening..obviously nothing much I did accept lying on the bed....
yet I still try to be strong and went to get some aerobic and salsa steps on that morning but nothing change...
as usual I was so weak once night came...
so I went to the clinic on that night and unfortunately my temperature already 40'C which was a very not a good sign for me...ermmm after almost 6 months been a healthy person yet the mr.virus was successfully conquered me back...:(
after all I wasnt much happy with the medicines that I got from the clinic which I guessed I could get it at the 'mamak' shop...huh!!! it is all about money than to cure the disease...haih~
spending almost 48 hours on the bed and had some cold sponge by mama made me feel a little better..
I decided went to KL on the Sunday to accompany hubby wubby for course at Edata Network, Kota Damansara...
yeah..some sacrifices need to be done for a shiny lucky stars..:)
after all, my body still weak and really depend on the medicines...
I also joined the course but just sat at the back and once in awhile went to the 'surau' to get some rest...
btw I should proud to myself as I managed to drive and went to get my own food while hubby wubby had his course although I had some dizzy while driving and Alhamdulillah nothing bad happened..:)
meanwhile, I felt so lucky to have all the extended family as they were really concern and care about me...
keep asking me how was my condition and offered some food and drinks too...yeah what a family should be meant of, aite..:)
then, I went to kakcik's place and stayed there for 2 nights since hubby wubby got course at Subang...
nway the health wasn't so good..had some dizzy and a little bit temperature at night plus the cough was began...
yet I still managed went to Edata, Kota Damansara for the 'ladies night' preview and I was so surprised when most of them keep asking me on my pale face and skinny too...haih~
after all I was felt so glad when I also managed to meet all my little kiddos during my time at Shah Alam as I went to meet lydia and julia...poor julia as she also was at the beginning of fever...
and while waiting for hubby wubby finished his course so I went to along' s place and spent some happy moment with aleesya and afiq too....:)
ermm I felt a little bit weak on my way to fetch hubby wubby and I could feel that my fever was 'hitting' me back....
then, me and hubby wubby off to Seremban and stopped by at Gadong Jaya to meet our ScoreA client....
had some discussion about their children's progress which show a very good improvement...Alhamdulillah..:)
I arrived at 192 around 11p.m and hubby wubby had some chitchatting with his 'future' while I was a little bit dizzy and some coughs during that time...
and had my shower before I off to bed was the BIG mistake as it activated my virus back..
I was having temperature on the next day and went to Columbia Hospital at that night...
the most terrible part was my cough until it attacked my stomach....
so I went to the Columbia Hospital on the next morning to do full check-up...
as usual like I could expect was my low blood pressure and immune system too and I was felt so shocked when the doctor told me that my body was been infected by germs....haih~
thus, I was admitted at the hospital for half day to have an antibiotic dosage session to kill the germs and gave some antibody to me....obviously felt very dizzy during that session and had some vomits too....:((
everything was worst during the night as I couldnt sleep at all due to the terrible cough and vomits too....
on Friday, the temperature was getting lower but the cough was getting worst...
supposedly I need to go to the hospital but I refused as I felt so tired with that kind of routine..
so I managed to stay at home and waiting for hubby wubby to come back.....
hubby wubby fetched me at the evening and he looked so sad while looking at me...
yar..what else he should expect from this 'feverish' girl...obviously with a pale face and I knew that I was skinny since I lost 3 kg within a week...:(
we had some lovey dovey time as he begged me to find any food that I wish to eat....yar...only with him I could not resist any food....:D
and on the next day, I off to his kampung for a 'kenduri tahlil arwah' as the Ramadhan is getting nearer...
I tried my best to hide all the pain but it was slowly revealed by the non-stop cough along the 'kenduri'....
obviously I didnt eat anything accept some bihun since my beloved 'future' took it for me....
after all it was a wonderful and lovely moment to be with the 'future' although with an unpleasant condition...
luckily hubby wubby had to go to his work earlier so me too off from the 'kenduri' quite earlier since hubby wubby must dropped me at my place before he went to work....:)
now the things that made me felt so weak was the cough as it was very worst especially during night....
believe or not if I tell that I didn't get a proper sleep for almost 4 nights....and the thing that really made me suffered while coughing was it attacked my stomach....
it pulled my stomach muscle until I felt cramped....:(
nway I went to the Columbia Hospital on Monday to get my my blood test result and Alhamdulillah...I was free from dengue...
unfortunately, my stomach muscle was swollen after the doctor put the camera inside my stomach..yar..through the endoscopic session....
ermm no wonder I felt terribly pain while coughing...:(
and today it is already the 11th day of my disease...
the cough is getting a little bit better but not the stomach...:(
I only have temperature at night and it wasn't too high which was around 38-39'C....
so do pray hard for my speedy recovery...:)
and obviously an endless appreciation and gratitude to beloved mama for always being my best companion and prepared me a very healthy food everyday...sorry mama..nadia still couldnt take all the food in a large portion but what I could say is nobody can beat ur cook, mama!!!mmmwaahh!!!
not to forget my deary sis sue who never tired updating by calling and texting me just to know about my condition...she also gave some supplement for me for my antibody..thank you so much sis and I felt so touched...love you always!!!mmmwwahhxx!!!
and last but not least....to the man I love, I adore....
thank you so much hubby wubby for ur endless concern, strength,support and love...
only you can wipe the pain away...no doubt!!!
he will keep updating his princess whenever he had a free time although I knew that he was damn busy with his work...
and obviously he will never stop texting his princess right after he finished his work just to make sure that his princess wasnt feel lonely...
his companion during the night was the best thing ever happened to me....he never missed to give his princess hear his voice before she end the day...
thank you so much, hubby wubby!!!
what I need now is to be with you forever....
so that's all for now and do pray for me..:)
~XOXOXO~

only a thought of him make everything better