~ iT a WAR tymE ~

heyyoooo!!!!
ere mrs.gedix is back!!!hohoho..:P
yea..having so much fun and lovely moments..
especially wif my beloved family+the cuties and of coz my dearest mr.gedix!!!
spent most of my tyme with them make my life so precious and unfogettable..
dance+gossiping+laugh+play around with my beloved family and cuties make me felt so lucky and glad born in this superb family life..
thanx God...
and of course spending some moments with someone who bring you alive back was really precious and wonderful moments for the rest of your life...
watch movie+shopping+have spent moments togetehr in bookshop+laugh was really an amzing moments...
thanx alot hubby for your perfect and chastely love for me..:)
and of course I will gonna mish him badly...
argghh!!!mish you hubby!!!!!:((
huh...now stop for those excitement and back to the seriuos matter...
yeahh!!it was a WAR tyme!!!
start on April 3 till April 9...
erk...takutnyeee.....:((
to mama abah and all my beloved siblings..
do pray for nadia kay..
and sorry for any of my wrongdoings...
hope nadia can strive the best for this final...
to my mr.gedix...
wish me all the best bie....
do pray for me and be always with me...
yeah it quite tough for us yet ethg will be fine soon...
and we will create lots and lots of yayayie's moments soon...huhuhu..:)
and ere I would like to apologize and thanx alot to someone who being so closed and precious to me for quite sometime...
do pray for me kay and hope your bless always be with me...
and thanx alot for every single thing that you did to me...
lastly of coz to all my tesl gurls...
all the best babes!!!
yeah let WAR for the last moment of our existence in that 'haunted college'..
ooohh yeahh!!!!!:P
so it a WAR tyme!!!!
see you all soon...
~XOXOXO~

:: a minute break ::

heyyooo....
im back!!!
but just a little while...
yeah..as usual..went back home for wkend and dis will be my last tyme...:((
my final will start on April 3 until April 9...
and of course I can celeberate my 21st life...wuhhoo!!!:P
yet the hectic life already begin but now I juz need a minute break...
especially for my mr.gedix!!!
and this wekend also will be the last wkend be in my mr.gedix's arms...
as I will not seeing him for quite sometine afta this..
hurmm...will gonna mish him..alot...:(
yet now my gedix will be just with me...
and I'll be always in his arms....:P
yeah..a minute break please.....:)

.....

Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are.

~bE riGht bAck sOON~

heyyoo....
yea..the hols is OVER!!!:((
now have to focus on my studies..
have to give a full of commitment towards it...
and must fall in love with them also...
no choice..huh...*sigh*
anyway really had a great hols even it so crucial to be with..
yet it ok then..
i'll be fine soon..
do pray for me kay...:)
and to mama abah and all my beloved siblings..
do pray for nadia..
wish me luck for my coming exam..
damnly worried about it...
and to my gedix...
do pray for me eyh...
and will counting the days for OUR new excitement...hehehehe..:P
and always remember and forget me not...
kay..I think I have to go now..
will be right back soon...
misz you all so muchh!!!
lots of love...mmmmwaaahhh!!!!!
~XOXOXO~

*_* mRs. gEdiX *_*

dat d BIG thing!!!
a really BIG one..
hehehe...:P
got it??huhuhu....
yeah..officially....:)
thanx alot for accepting me as what I am...
you come to my life..
at the moment I was totally lost..
lost of love..lost of feelings...
yet...
your existence bring a whole new life to me..
you light me up...
bring me back to the path that I shud be...
thanx alot...
and now I was gladly being mRs.gEdiX!!:P
~XOXOXO~

~ a BIG thing ~

heyyooo!!!
nadiayaya is back!!!
ermm..quite busy lately...
not busy with study of course...
ahahaha..:P
btw thanx alot to everybody who prayed for my health...
thanx alots dear...
and not I am pretty much better..:)
and of course thanx alot to my gedix who come back all along from penang...
how sweet you're!!!
thanx alot!!!!:))
and thanx from my chastely heart for everybody who was really patiently and loyally be with me especially at the moment that I really need them the most...
thanx..thanx and thanx alot!!!
and of course ya always cheerished the moments....mmwaahhh!!!
ya love you all so muchh!!!mwahhhh!!!!:)
yeah..what a BIG thing???
emmm....one BIG thing already happened and now again another BIG thing...
~WOAH~
sorry..I wont reveal it now kay...
see first what anotehr BIG thing...
hehehe...:P
~a BIG thing~

:: I'm sOrry gOOdbyE ::

sebelum bertemu denganmu hidupku bahagia
semenjak bertemu denganmu ku makin bahagia
semakin lama aku semakin tahu tentang engkau
sedikit kecewa ternyata engkau tak baik

pertamatama semua manis yg engkau berikan
membuat aku merasakan cinta sebenarnya
semakin hari semakin terungkap yg sesungguhnya
ku makin kecewa ternyata kau penuh dusta

maafkan ku harus pergi
ku tak suka dengan ini
aku tak bodoh
seperti kekasihmu yg lain


terima kasih oh Tuhan
tunjukkan siapa dia
maaf kita putus

so thank you so much
I’m sorry, goodbye


seribu cara kau membuaiku dengan puitis
maybe kau lupa bahwa aku pun juga manusia
yg punya mata, punya hati, dan perasaan
maaf aku pergi dan takkan untukmu lagi

~ LOVE STORY~

We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes and the flashback starts
I'm standing there on a balcony in summer air

See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns
See you make your way through the crowd
and say hello

Little did I know
That you were Romeo; you were throwing pebbles,
And my daddy said, "Stay away from Juliet."
And I was crying on the staircase,
begging you, 'Please, don't go.'

And I said,
"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'

So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes; escape this town for a little while
'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said "Stay away from Juliet
"But you were everything to me:I was begging you, 'Please, don't go,'

And I said,
"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'

Romeo save me; they're tryin' to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it's real
Don't be afraid; we'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever comin' around
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town

And I said
"Romeo save me - I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head? I don't know what to think-

"He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said
"Marry me, Juliet you'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'

We were both young when I first saw you...

*_* kamek suka kitak *_*

holalala!!!!
im back!!!
huh!!have such a tiring flite with heavy rain all away from sarawak...
yet being so thankful as landed safely and smoothly..:)
nway having so much fun at s'wak!!
firstly...wanna wish congratulations to my dear cousin...sis syimma and her beloved husband...:)
erm may happiness will alwez be with both of u..cpat2 dpt baby yea..hehehe..:P
yea...arrived in Kuching on friday midnyte at 12.20am...
and went to pak tam's house..
huh!!!so many people waiting there esp my gorgeous and stunning cousins!!
really2 mish them!!!
and as usual we're a havoc coussy!!!!ahhaaa...:))
btw the akad nikah already done at the moment I arrived...
ermm...my first nyte was such a great moment with my beloved cousins..
chitchatting and gossipping till 7 in the morning!!!hardcore....:D
then on the next morning was the reception day at one of the nearby hall...
and obviously I was the last person who woke up on dat morning...ngehngehngeh..:P
and I'd been nagged by the mak andam..adoyai..bising glers mak niee...huhuhu...
the reception was such a memorable moment...
especially after a quite sometime we didnt have any wedding for the past few years..
so everybody was really enjoyed and appreciate the moment..
and of course as usual...we 're a camera whore!!!
where there's a camera there will be us...wahahha!!!!:P
nway there's an interesting story behind the camera and having lots of pics..huhuhu..
yea..of coz one of the photographer was being like a paprazzi..
will take all of my shots and pics..
huh!!!nie da sape plak punyee wedding nie..huhuhu...:P
btw like I care???juz ignore it...~hohoho~
then the nyte session was the most fantastic and superb moment!!!wooaahh!!!
yea..it a 'ronggeng' tyme!!!
party like a rockstar!!!
erm as usual it will be a nyte or a moment after the reception for the closest relatives to have some fun and excitement after a tiring day...
yea it a karaoke and dance session and of course the 'poco-poco'...huhuhu..:P
have a poco2+cha cha+rumba+belly dance+twist+joget+dangdut..hehehe...:)
mmg ronggeng sakan sy mlm tue...puass glerss!!!
and again my paparazzi will always be with me..ahahha...
the ronggeng session end at 1am..
and of course we had the gossipping moment again for the last tyme...*sigh*
and my last day was being fully occupied with sarawak tour...
s'wak culture village+gunung santubong+kuching town..
huh!!!such a precious moment and be so meaningful as it been spent with all the beloved and dearest people...
really mish the moments...:(
and have to say goodbye to them at 6pm as I off back...
and guess what??
my mr.papparazzi still following me and this tyme with a big red box gift and with a note said~kamek suka kitak~huh!!!what shud I do???
and lastly been arrived in kl at 7.50pm...
thanx alot to paktam's family and to all my sayangs uncles and aunties and of coz to all my gorgeous and stunning cousins!!
mish the moment so much esp the gossipping part...:))
and really hope the moment will always coming back again and again...:)
and now...I was damnly miss my gedix!!!
pity to my gedix as being so lonely for this few days without me...
sorry my gedix!!
yea...mish u too gedixx!!
and now I have to get some rest an of course some moment with my gedix...
~XOXOXO~

p/s: the pics will uploaded soon..hopefully..:P

~hO~hO~hO~

happy holiday!!!
yeayyy!!!holiday clock begin now!!!
forget all the misearies and have some excitement in life..
and now I will off to Sarawak!!!
ere Sarawak I come!!!!:))
yet mish my gedix so muchh!!!!!
~XOXOXO~

*_* aLL dOne *_*

holala....
im back!!
yeay!!
ethg settle now..
assignment+presentation...ALL DONE!!!:))
so now can focus on my study...
huh!!!damn pressure..
exam is juz around d corner and obviously now have tons of quizzes and tests!!!!
arrgghhhh!!!
and dis sem are really2 frightening me!!damn much!!!
all the subjects are really2 heavy and make me damn worried...
so I need put tons and tons of effort!!!
huh!!!
wish me luck yea...
and now I was looking forward for my 1 week break..
yea..I damnly need a break..
yet cannot be fully break as d final exam is soon...erkkkk...:(
anyway now is ALL DONE!!!:)

...malam ini...

malam ini

malam pertama kita ditemani kelembutan cahaya rembulan

perasaan indah memanggil namaku untuk menyintai mu

malam ini

kehadiranmu membawa seribu makna baru untuk hidupku

dirimu memberi cinta yang selamanya

suaramu

bergema di hatiku

mungkin untuk selamanya dan

dirimu

bertakhta di hatiku dari pandangan pertama

malam ini

puisi yang terindah terbaca setiap saat ku bersamamu dan

kaulah puitis hatiku yang ukirkan senyuman di wajahku

malam ini

ku serahkan segalanya untuk wanita impianku dan

bidadari dari syurga cintaku hanyalah untukmu

suaramu

bergema di hatiku

mungkin untuk selamanya dan

dirimu

bertakhta di hatiku dari pandangan pertama

malam ini

malam pertama segala hasratku adalah untuk kebahagiaanmu

perasaan dari syurga untuk sehidup semati denganmu

~sUddEnLy~

suddenly mind never stop of thinking about the memories...
suddenly everything and everybody comes into my mind...
suddenly wish everything goes smoothly...
suddenly mind keep remember those promises and hopes...
suddenly miss him so badly....
and it all suddenly..sunddenly..and suddenly...

~stAy L.O.N.G.E.R.~

holala!!!!
home sweet home!!yeahhhh!!!!:))
and for sure having such a great 3days break....
hurmm..I lIKE!!!!!:P
and the most desirable things are spending this precious moments with all the beloved ones....
and yeah..
yesterday was such a wonderful day..
hang out with the gedix!!!
wooww!!!
so lovely.....:)
hang out+movie+eat+laugh+sweety thingy+laugh...laugh and laugh...lalalala....:)
really had a precious moment being together...
wish it stay L.O.N.G.E.R....longer...and more longer....
and now I just appreciate those moments that I have and hope it stay L.O.N.G.E.R..
yet I wont be regret of any consequences...
coz I always bare in mind that...
"If the person is yours...it will always be yours".....:)
and of course I will decide a thing that give me a full of happiness...
please...dun make me suffered anymore...
mmmwwaaahhhhh!!!!!:P

*_* cOunting d dAys agAin *_*

heyyoooo...
Im back again!!
and now counting d days again...
hehehehe..:P
nway d past counting was over and it happened so superbly!!!
wuhooo!!!
happiness and excitement of life was coming slowly to my life..
and really glad and thankful to have it back...
thank GOD!!!
and of course thanx alot to person who bring it back..
give me some space and chance to feel the happiness of life..
make me realized dat I have my own rite to breath smoothly like I should be...
yeayy!!
star d counting now..1....3...lalala...:)