NADIA

Proudly present a song of my name...Nadia....:)

Nadia kau keindahan wanita

Pujaan setiap pria

Seluruh dunia kau gapai

Tetapi dirimu kini terhanyut

Di lautan kesedihan

Sadar tinggalkan dirimu yg sudah

Merasa raih segalanya

Memang takkan semudah dirimu

Balikkan telapak tangan

Kadang kau pun harus merasakan

Pahit manisnya dunia

Ku ingin bawamu dengan nyanyian

Ombak dan nyiur di pantai

Kan kubisikkan cinta

Nadia ku damba kau sejak dulu

Yakinlah pada diriku

Kau hanya sebutir mutiara indah

Di tengah luas samudera

Ku kan menjadi sang pangeranmu

Yang ada dalam mimpimu

Bahagiakan dirimu selamanya

Dalam kasih abadi

Nadia ku damba kau sejak dulu

Yakinlah pada diriku

Kau hanya sebutir mutiara indah

Di tengah luas samudera

and I glad to be NADIA...thanx mama abah for this lovely name..:)

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Everythings so silent

I cant hear a voice

So many feelings

I was so confused

Crying so softly

So I cant be heard

Everythings so confusing

Every little word



So many nights

Where I cant sleep

Dreaming of how much

Why I was so meaningful to you

I don't have anything

I was such an ordinary girl

Have lots of weaknesses

Still got many things to learn

Asking myself

Is this how I feel

Closing my eyes

On everything real

You were so kind to me

Really patient towards me

Acccept me as what I am

And your love is endless

Wishing and praying

Wanting to know

Why you care for me

Why you cant let me go?

Eyes filled with the tears

Heart filled with the fears

Mind so confused

Why do you still love me?

It make me feel so confused

No where to go

Don't know what should I do

And it make me lost

Everyones told me

I cant feel this way

I told you goodbye

Yet you need me to stay



I was so cruel

make me really heartless

Yet I ws so confused

What actually I feel



Standing in place

For such a long time

I cant figure out

Why you want me to be yours???



Ive broken your heart

And left you to cry

I feel so useless

But I cant say goodbye

and I just need some space

~ayAt~ayAt C.I.N.T.A.

Desir pasir di padang tandus

Segersang pemikiran hati

Terkisah ku di antara cinta yang rumit

Bila keyakinanku datang

Kasih bukan sekadar cinta

Pengorbanan cinta yang agung

Ku pertaruhkan

Maafkan bila ku tak sempurna

Cinta ini tak mungkin ku cegah

Ayat-ayat cinta bercerita

Cintaku padamu

Bila bahagia mulai menyentuh

Seakan ku bisa hidup lebih lama

Namun harus ku tinggalkan cinta

Ketika ku bersujud

Bila keyakinanku datang

Kasih bukan sekedar cinta

Pengorbanan cinta yang agung

Ku pertaruhkan

iM yOurS

well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks
now I'm trying to get back
before the cool done run out
I'll be giving it my bestest
nothin's going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

I won't hesitate no more
no more it cannot wait, I'm yours

well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
listen to the music of the moment maybe sing with me
ah la peaceful melody
it's your godforsaken right to be loved love loved love love

so I won't hesitate no more
no more it cannot wait I'm sure
there's no need to complicate
our time is short
this is our fate, I'm yours

I been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
and bendin over backwards just to try to see it clearer
my breath fogged up the glass
and so I drew a new face and laughed
I guess what I'm sayin is there ain't no better reason
to rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
it's what we aim to do
our name is our virtue

but I won't hesitate no more
no more it cannot wait I'm sure

there's no need to complicate
our time is short
it cannot wait, I'm yours

^_^ sibuk la kau ^_^

sibuk la kau!!!!!!!sibuk la kau!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
kejap!!!!kejap!!!!kejap!!!!
aahhhaaaa!!!!!:p...someone is getting crazy in here...~hohoho~
ermmm extremely and dangerously miss those moments!!!!!!!!!!!!:((
nway all along dis week my mind and memories of last weekend was superbly fresh in my mind...not only me but also ms.c-keen...hopefully it will happened again..again and again....:)
ok2....let forget about those memories and now focus on the study...
nthg much I did during dis week...just alot of discussion..discussion and discussion...
adooii!!!hectic!!!:but beside dat it quite heaven my timetable...not really pack and obviously got a plenty of sleeping time...adooii!!!dmok la sy!!!uwaa!!!:((
btw I had some conflicts lately..hard to explain but only my heart can feel it...
ermm I need some space to think further about it...coz once I decide I cant turn back...and dat d 'karma' in life...always looking forward and what u'd give..u will get back...so obviously I really2 need a space and tyme to think about my feelings and heart.....hopefully HE always be with me to light my life....to show which road should I choose and who's heart should I belong to...amin...
yeaayyy!!!!at last mama abah came back home!!!yaahhhooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!miss them so much!!!!!
so as usual there will be lots of chocolates!!!!wuuhhhoooo!!!!and d most of all my present from kcik!!!yea obviously a gorgeous GUESS handbag!!!!!thanx kcik!!!!!!!!!!!!love u so much!!!!:))nway mama abah had lots and lots of story to share with me...penat gak la dgr cite dorg..adooii!!..huhuhu..:p,....ermmm extremely envy especially after looked at all of their pics there!!!!uwaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!:((
btw I feel so thankful and relieved after I saw d happiness of mama abah....and thumbs up to kcik and alang as make their life so meaningful...and hopefully I also will be the one who will make them proud and happy again for d rest of their life...that only I can do to repay back for all of their sacrifices and love that they'd give to me even I know that it will be not enough as compared to what they did to me....:)

##nGet nGet##

nget nget!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ahhahhaaa......it sound silly and weird...but actually it really2 meaningful to me...it reminds me to my truly fwenz...mr.usop+mr.syafiq+mr.ajib....:)

nway I had mentioned my plan during dis weekend in my last post...so now I would like to share some of d memories about it...jeng jeng....nget nget!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:p

kay today I woke up quite late as day was so gloomy wif non -stop raining since morning...besh cgt2 sleep!!!wuuhhoooo!!))...but beside dat I'm not really enjoy my sleep coz I was keep thinking about my plan during dis weekend as I was d project manager of d plan...huhuhu....

so early in d morning,my main actor sent me a msg and told me dat he couldnt came back coz it was rain heavily....arrghhh!!it made me felt so pressure...then I tried to contact my assistant project manager but he didnt picked-up d phone...arrghhh!!add on more d pressure!!:(..and lastly luckily my mr.supporter msg me and asked me about d plan...thanx mr.supporter!!!!love yea!!:p....

btw I still dun give-up to call my assistant project manager and after a few tymes he picked-up d phone..btw he was still in iium and had to send his fwen to clinic.nway he promised dat he will try his best to come back..so it made me felt quite released...:)ermmm....around 12pm my actor sent me another msg and informed dat he couldnt went back coz there're still raining!!!aarrghhh!!!then I tried to confirm again wif my assistant again either he could go back or not.but unfortunately, I juz could speak to his 'gf ' who telling me to call him again..huhuhu....arrghh!!!damn!!!I felt totally give-up and juz decide to hang-out wif mr.supporter...and even d actress a.k.a ms.c-keen also didnt want to put any hope anymore to see mr.syapiq..we now juz depend on fate!!!so around 2pm mr.usop fetched me and ms.c-keen..

aaahhhaaa!!!!my smile was coming back to me again once I went inside mr.usop's car!!!yeaaa...as usual my mr.usop was extremely funny wif those of his jokes...:))..and obviously he made ms.c-keen kept smiling and it non-stop k....aahhhaaa..:))...suke suki jek si usop tue tegur makcik2..kakak2 and sape2 jek la makhluk yg die jmpe kt tepi jalan.adooii!!!smpai malu la aku ngn c-keen!!!:p...btw we still managed to make a surprised for ms.c-keen!!!huhuhu...:p...mr.usop and me brought ms.c-keen to mr.syapiq's house and waiting for him there...and at last d drama begin....huhuhu...mr.syapiq and ms.c-keen met each other!!!!yeaayyyy!!!!!:))so we went to jj and all along d way there we juz laugh..laugh and laugh!!!!aaahhhhaaaa!!!!;))

nway I still couldnt contact my assistant project manager a.k.a mr.ajib...aiiyookkk!!!where had u been dude????:(...but luckily mr.usop was keep giving me laugh..laugh and laugh!!!!

I bought a 'The Dark Knight'....unluckily there're only few seats left and it was in 2 rows from in front...addooii!!!btw no choice so I juz bought it...then we quite blurr for awhile as d movie will start in 2 hours tyme..nget nget!!!!!so we used dat moment to laugh...laugh and laugh...+starbux+mcd....nway mr.usop was non-stop teasing ms.ckeen and mr.syapiq....aahhhaaa!!!ha!!!ape pegang2 tangan nie..aahhhhhaaa!!!:))

yeaayyyyy!!!at last mr.ajib came!!!even though he was really2 rushed from kl...thanx alot!!!!damnly appreciate!!so now complete!!!!!!!!!!we went to d movie...btw once we're complete,ethg was chaos!!!!kecoh glers!!!dlm cinema memekak x abis!!!addoii!!but it really2 unforgetable moments!!!:))perghh!!!!mmg x leh bla la kan duk depan...mmg sakit gler2+lenguh tahap dewa!!!adoooiii!!and at last berakhir jua penyeksaan kami sume!!!!but till now I still could felt d backache!!!addoooiii!!!

it tyme to say goodbye!!!:((..and dis tyme mr.ajib was sending ms.c-keen and me back!!!uwaa!!:((...but before dat I still can laugh..laugh and laugh!!!ha!!!nk blik pn nk kiss ke??!!!huhuhu...:p...and suddenly out of control,ms.c-keen had bumped mr.ajib's car door to his leg!!!aahhhaa!!cian mr.ajib...and at last d moments was over!!!!:((

ermm felt dangerously sad and I felt to rewind ethg back if I had d power to do so...it was really2 dangerously and extremely a precious tyme!!!thanx alot my beloved gorgeous fwens..mr.usop+mr.ajib+mr.syapiq!!!u all guys make me and also ms.c-keen laugh..laugh..and laugh!!:))...even till now ms.c-keen was keeping smiling...smiling and smiling..:))..thanx alot guys!!!I love u all so much and forever!!!!and I really cheerish dis truly fwenship from d bottom of my chaste heart...:)till we meet again....and I always counting d days to see all of u guys again..again..and again....:)

~sEPi~

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##sibuk la kau!!!##

sibuk la kau!!!!!ahhahhaaa!!!what an annoying word???huhuhu...:p

yea dat d irritating 'sibuk la kau' came from mr.nget2!!!hehehehe..:)

ermmm....yea dis was d 2nd week of my life as a b.ED tesl student....alots d courseworks and assignments were just chasing towards me....fuhhh!!!hectic.....a really2 long hours of lecture+unnecessarily subjects which I think are not really relevant towards my b.Ed tesl courses...and nway it juz only in my thought but not d bpg..arrghhh!!!!!
btw beside d hectic life,I still got some space and moments for me to relax my mind by surfing d internet+gossiping wif my gurls+be a 'poco2' instructor...huhuhu.....

nway today was my kakcik's convocation!!!argh!!!God plez bring me to Queensland now!!!damnly wanna see my kakcik's convo.nway congratz kcik!!!at last u'd get ur Master and finally you got an oppurtunity to experience d study life at abroad.really2 proud of you.and obviously deep inside my heart I was really2 ENVY of you...btw I'll swear to myself dat one day I will be like you too!!!!!btw it already 1 year my kcik stayed there and finally she got her Master which she really2 work hard for it.even though wif all d obstacles and challenges and also d conflict that involving about heart and love.congratz sis!!!u're really2 a superb young woman!!!chayok2!!!beside there's a thing that really2 challenge me when abah sent me a msg and said..'abah in kcik's convo now.really2 great.kcik look pretty and smart..'!!!fuhhh!!!dat msg damnly challenge me and make me swear to myself dat one day abah will sent d same msg to all my siblings and telling them dat...'abah in NADIA"S CONVOCATION.it damnly superb and fantastic.NADIA LOOK PRETTY&SMART...!!'yea I'll swear it to myself now.insyallah I will try to work hard for it.btw now I must focus on my b.ED tesl courses first.hope ethg will goes fine and smoothly...:)

and now I was having my weekend at my home sweet home!!!!yeeaaahhhooo!!!!nway I have some interesting plan wif my beloved fwens..and I also be the project manager and my assistant is mr.nget2..and last but not least d main actor is mr.syafiq and d actress is ms.c-keen!!!:p...and lastly d supporters is mr.usop!!!:)so wait for d latest update of dis precious story...*wink*