*_* hE's On thE bLOg *_*

woooott......woooottttt......
welcome my huby wubby to the bloggers world...
erm are u will be the next blogger boy???ehehehhe...:P
thank you so much hubby for your sweet and lovely thought to our love story...
ssayang really appreciate it...mmmwaaahhh!!!!
~XOXOXO~

my MAN on the blog..:P

♥♥ whEn shE sAyS "I LOVE YOU "♥♥

I say the words " I Love You" so much

that I wonder sometimes if you take for

granted the feeling that is behind them

I never want you to see them as just

words to begin or end a conversation.

"I Love You" is just my way of saying

that you have touched a place in my

heart and made me come alive

You have claimed a part of my heart

that, no matter what happens to us,

will always belong to you

you taught me how to love

you broke through all of my defenses

and comforted my fears...

You touched places in me

I never knew I had

and made me feel things

I never thought I'd feel

you have all of the patience, care,understanding,

and concern needed

to build the kind of relationship we have.

So when I say " I Love You"

the words are not spoken out of habit

it is my way of saying thank you forbeing you

and of returning some

of the joy you have given me
sayang will always love you...

now and forever...

~XOXOXO~

♥♥whEn hE's at wOrk ♥♥

Little smiles pond my heart

I feel like a kid again

Enjoying life's every passing day

The joyest day when you stoled my heart

The first time when you spoken the 3 words

The day you taken my soul

I have no need for worries

You have always been out there

just I didn't searched so hard till now

Now since I got to enjoy our life together

Makes me the most happiest women on earth

Just can't be leaved that you make all my wishes come true

I couldn't ask for more

I know I will never lose you!

Love you always and forever..

~XOXOXO~

:: updAtE mOdE ::

holaalalaa...
erm as usual 'all I have to give' will be updated once a week...huhuhu...
due to plenty of workloads + no internet connection + lots of things need to be focused..
so the best tyme for blogging is during my break..
btw now had my 4 days breaks...
but it totally not a so called break..
yar..have a long2 list of works..huh!!!
article review+term paper+IT project and lastly final exam...duhhh!!!!:((
and things come crucial when I had a vey bad health recently..
bad sore throat+flu+fever..;((
it really decrease my momentum...haish....
and the most pittiest person for all this pathetic things will be my deary hubby wubby...
yar..he's the one who always be with me in all the way...
and pity to him as I really lack of tyme to spend with him...
less message+less call+less lovey dovey moment...:(
hubby sayang....
just give me a solid 1 month..
and after that I promise of dedicating all of my tyme just to be in ur arms..
a solid 3 mnths will be our lovey dovey moment before we've been far for almost 1 year...huk3...
sayang hubby always believe that hubby sayang will understand her and always be with her in this crucial journey..
thank you so much hubby wubby...
you're my forever destiny...:)
nway obviously I will cherished and treasured this short break heavenly...
even though need to settle some stuff...huhuhu...
erm btw last wednesday I had attend a 'Netizenship' workshop for 6 hours!!
huh!!it such a pathetic and hectic moment ever plus with my bad health condition..
yet I still gain sthg precious from it that will be useful for future...
and will sit on test 2mrw..so wish me luck then...:)
so that's all for now..
and before that...
to all my London buddies...
ya badly miss you all..
please call me asap..
need to hear from you all soon...
esp from my darling lyn and also the kids there...
and not to forget my darling iffa too..
hope to meet u soon...
lots of things need to be updated..:P
take care ebody..
enjoy ur life...adios!!
~XOXOXO~

♥♥ mOrE thAn yOu'LL evEr knOw ♥♥

More that you’ll ever know

I do love you…

More than you’ll ever know

I do need you…

I want you..

More than you’ll ever know

I never wanted anyone but you..

I need you more than you’ll ever know

Just you….

Hubby ..just you..

All I wanted was you

More than you’ll ever know

The first time I saw you…

The first time I meet you

I love you more than you’ll ever know….

My heart whispers…

All I wanted was you…

Nobody..but you…Only you…its only you…

More than you’ll ever know…

♥♥ pErfEct pAir ♥♥

You are my sweetheart I could tell from the start

you made me realise we could never be apart

the things that you do to make me smile

I love being with you because it all seems worthwhile

My sweetheart you are my sweetheart

you'll stay now see our love is not a game to play

I'm glad we're together

your my sweetheart from the beginning right up until the end...Whenever we're not together I really feel i'm missing you your kindness and your generosity with everything thought through your absolutely perfect in everything you do
Since the day I met you has been loving from the start I miss you
I'd never stop loving you this much I know
I'll love you always.
Don't ever change the way you are you gorgeous crazy mare always love me like you do keeping that love you share
I'd hate to be without you to love, to hold and care
you are the best ever person for me
and that Iwill always swear, to me we'll always be together
because we are the perfect pair....

*_* aN awEsOmE mOmEnt *_*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LITTLE PRINCE HAZIQ!!!!!!
so here are the big surprises for u, my dear little kid...:)
my bro a.k.a haziq's abah was the master plan for this short and sweet vacation...
and it been held at 'Permaisuri Apartment' , Port Dickson....
btw this was a very last minute plan as mama told me yesterday which is late at the evening..
and very surprisingly as mama was inviting my man of my life to the family day to celeberate haziq's birthday!!!
woah!!!it such a precious thing ever...
at last the truly blessed was with us...
thank God..:)
obviously I didnt have any present yet for this little kid and even still figured out which is the best thing to give for his present...haih!!!
yeah it was a really BIG surprise then...
not only for the birthday boy but also too ebody...huhuhu...
so I was rushing to get sthg for the birthday boy and obviously my hubby wubby will always be my hero for the day...:D
yeah he fetched me and we had our lunch and bought a very useful present for the little prince..
then we rushed to PD as everyone was waiting for us for the blowing candle session...
and at last around 5.30 pm...it was a party tyme...yeayyy!!!:))
and birthday boy was really happy and excited with his birthday presents...
yar he got a very perfect gifts!!!
ps2+LEGO+BEN 10 bottle...:D
haziq deary...hope you like it boy!!!
and now you are already 5 years old boy and always be a good boy kay...:)
makteh always love u..so much...mmmwaahhhh!!!!
nway my hubby wubby was doing well with all my family members esp with kcik and boboy..
he didnt felt awkward or uncomfortable but instead he was really enjoyed each moment so much...
yeah..he had his beach futsal while I was spending my tyme with the kiddies at the pool...
and plus he was the one who set up the PS2 for the birthday boy...
btw he also the one who played it with my freaky kcik..yeah!!!it was a power rangers tyme!!:))
ahahhhaa....seronok jew tgk hubby sy layan kcik sy yg sgt gler...hihihihi...:P
erm overall I can see that everybody esp mama and abah were accepting their future son-in-law with their open arms...insyallah..:)
and as a daughter obviously I was very thankful and very happy with the very pleasant welcome...:)
yeah..it was an awesome moment ever...:)
hubby sayang..
thank you so much for the lovely moment that you spent not even for me and also for my family...
thank you so much...
there's nothing more precious for me than to see the happiness that I saw in your eyes when you're been attached with my other part of my life....
it was a perfect and precious moment ever...
and on top of that I am always love you from the botttom of my heart....
always and forever...
so now I gtg as I need some rest with a big smile on my face..huhuhu...:)
~XOXOXO~

presenting the birthday boy with his deary little sis...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAZIQ

my perfect L.O.V.E ever...:)

nothing gonna change my love for him....

♥♥ I'll bE thErE fOr yOU ♥♥

I’ll be there for you
remember these words
I am letting you know
I’ll always be there for you

no matter what happen
even the sun can’t shine anymore
and the stars lost its brightness
even if you can’t find
the love in your heart for me
I’ll be there for you..

I know it will be so hard
when there's so many obstacles in front of us
but I don’t care..
I don’t care..as long as I live
within my love for you …

Just remember…
I am always here
to be there for you
when you need me
I’ll be there for you…I'll be there for you...
my only hubby wubby...
~XOXOXO~

♥♥ yOu'rE my wOrLd ♥♥

the thought of you makes me wonder

how little things in life can get me under
it really made me see
that you mean a lot to me

you’re the light of my everyday sun
the laughter in my fun
you’re the formation of my favourite constellation
and you relieve me of all of my frustration

you showed me the miracle of love
and helped me when things got rough
you were there for me from the start
and now you’re the beating of my heart

you’re the weakness in my knees
the warmth in a cool breeze
you’re the smile on my face
and the pace in my race

you invaded all of my thoughts
and impressed me with you’re knowledge
with all the special moments you’re stealing
you give my life real meaning

you are my knight in shining armor
protective, like a daughter’s father
the thought cut through me like a knife

when I realized:
you are my world

:: kEEp strOng ::

holalalala.....
haih....like I said earlier that it was a short break..a very short one..
yes,it is!!
its over now!!!!!haaaa...........:((
even though it was short yet I am totally enjoy it so much....
a very perfect..lovely....precious moment ever....
I had a very precious beginning of this holiday...
spend 3 days solid with my only man of my life...
we treasured and cherished the moments so much...
refresh back the spark of our love...
made our love bond tytely....
and now we really had a very genuine and deeply love...
thanx alot my hubby wubby...
for now and forever...
sayang hubby is really need u...
need ur love..need ur attention..need ur guide...
and sayang really appreciate all the things that you did for me...
hubby...sayang really happy with the love that you'd poured on me....mmmmmwaaaahhh.....
and on top of that...I am really thankful as I been born in this superb happy family....
yar..another excitement and precious moment for this short break was spending my tyme with all my beloved ones....
my beloved family and also the cute kiddies....
had a family dinner+pin pong tournament+gossiping+laugh....
huh!!it was an awesome moment....:)
thank God as You give a plenty of love towards my life...:)
and now its tyme to focus...
many things are in my the queue....
presentation+test+term paper+final exam...
huh...God...do give me strength...
nadia...do keep strong...
do your best kay...:D
to all my beloved ones..
do pray for me...
nadia will try to do my very best....always....
keep strong..
~XOXOXO~

a thought of you...

Aku kan menjadi malam-malammu..
Kan menjadi mimpi-mimpimu
Dan selimuti hatimu..yang beku..
Aku kan menjadi bintang-bintangmu..
Kan slalu menyinarimu..
Dan menghapus rasa rindumu..yang pilu..

Aku bisa untuk menjadi apa yang kau minta..
Untuk menjadi apa yang kau impikan
Tapi ku tak bisa menjadi dirinya.

Aku kan menjadi embun pagimu..yang kan menyejukkan jiwamu..
Dan kan membasuh hatimu..yang layu

Tinggalkan sejenak lalumu..
beri s'dikit waktu..
Kepadaku..tuk meyakinkanmu...

p/s: another one ..
guess it is wat?
:)

perasaanku kepadamu ...

Hai cinta dengarkanlah
aku ingin bicara
tentang aku dan kamu
tentang cintaku padamu


Aku memang laki-laki
yang pernah mencintai
seribu wanita dan misterinya
tapi sekarang begitu berbeda
denganmu aku merasakan
cinta yang lain



Bersamamu kurasakan cinta
bersamamu kumerasa rindu
bersamamu ku bisa jatuh hati
bersamamu kurasakan sesuatu
yang tak pernah kurasakan sebelumnya


Ini hanya teriakan perasaanku
tentang perasaanku kepada dirimu
yang semakin hari semakin menjadi-jadi
hatiku sudah memilih kamu menjadi

Separuh nafasku dan separuh jiwaku
kamu menjadi bagian hidupku

p/s: my life is juz for u..
forever and always ....

♥♥ hEr L.O.VE. fOr hiM ♥♥

sometimes I think
I haven’t express my love for you
my love that is so true
coz words aren’t enough
to tell you how much I love you….

if you will ask me why
I don’t know what will I tell you
I just loved you
the way you love me too….

I never knew love will run so deep
deep down reaching infinity
I feel like my heart
will gonna explode
if I cant find the way
to tell you how much I love you….
if I will count the ways
of telling you
how much you mean to me
then I will be counting forever…..
coz my love for you
is so infinite, never ending..endless…..

love u always hubby....
~XOXOXO~

♥♥ H.E.A.R.T. tO H.E.A.R.T ♥♥

you bring meaning into my life
you give me hope and strength
to travel this journey of life
we have to take

thank you for the time
you spent with me
for the memorable moments we had
for having you in my life

to love you forever
is a promise I made
and taking care of you
and love you for the rest of my life
is all I want to do

Thank you hubby
for making me happy
Thank you so much
for making my life complete

Thank you for comforting me
when I feel the world is blue
Thank you.. thank you....
I wouldnt have made it without you
Heart to Heart
my love for you
is like no other
none can compare

Heart to Heart
you will see
my love for you
is unconditionally

Heart to Heart
you'll always be
my beloved man

Heart to Heart
we'll always be
joined together
in unity

Heart to Heart
without a doubt
I'll always love you
from Heart to Heart

~XOXOXO~

♥♥ L.O.V.E. gEtAwAy ♥♥

February 12 - 14, 2010....

it was a L.O.V.E getaway..
a moment to treasure...a moment to remember....
it all starts here...:)
love needs ethg....
love needs love..love needs heart..love needs attention..love needs sacrifices...love needs space...love needs understanding...love needs respect...love needs toleration...
and that what we're doing for our chastely L.O.V.E...
will always figured out and create the most precious and meaningful thing for it...
and thank God...ethg went perfectly...:)
yar...we took a short sweet break...
there's only between us..about this L.O.V.E. birds...
its so called a L.O.V.E getaway to penang...
a place that brought so thousand of happiness and memories once upon a tyme..
and at this particular moment...we went back to that place where ethg begin...
refresh back our love's spark....a truly love's bond...:)
so early friday morning, we started our journey...
btw our beloved bro a.ka. mr.kopetz was joining us due to some business matter...
btw feel really incomplete as our beloved sis a.k.a ms.iffa couldnt join us..
hmmm...feel a little bit weird then as we 're really attached and closed with each other...
yar..normally there will be mr.&mrs kopetz + mr.&mrs tulang...
but not this tyme..:(
ermmm it okie...we will have another lovely moement together soon..huhuhu..:P
btw really had a good and smooth journey accept a quite heavy traffic as it was a festival days...
so we took extra 1 hour instead of normal hour of time to reach there...
the first thing was searching for mr.awun and all of his buddies...
yar really nice to know and see all of them as they were very fun and enjoyable especially to listen to their stories..ehehehee....
nway our getaway were begin perfectly...:)
btw nothing much that we're able to do during our first day of getaway as we still felt tired and restless due to our long journey...
we were just having a cosy dinner and nyte-out...
nway we really had a very quality and productive tyme on the second day...
woke up very freshly on that day as we really had a very tytely and good rest and sleep...ngeh3..:P
he went to his fwen's wedding while I was preparing myself for a date with him...
woah!!I loike!!!:D
ouh yeah...we had our delicious lunch at my fav place eva a.k.a chillis,gurney....
then spend a very perfect sweet lovely moment together...
laugh and share every single moment been together...
went to watch 'Valentine's day movie' and it was a very sweet movie as it was rich and full of love....:)
hmmm....it felt very sad as our getaway was nearly towards the end...
it was the fact that every beginning must be an end...
even though it was hard and painful to face yet the perfect and lovely moments that we had was being our best remedy...
nway we had our lunch at his fav place a.ka. 'pacalele' before our journey back....:)
overall...it was a very perfect....awesome..superb...fantastic and lovely moment ever...
there's no words can describe how great the moments that we had...
nothing is incomparable accept to be poured by his truly and deeply love...
to my beloved hubby sayang...
sayang hubby would like to say my highly gratitude and appreciation for your perfect and fantastic love...
yea..you're my man....
that's the only thing that can represent every single things that you'd done for me...
hubby sayang....
there's nothing that I can ask from you...
you gave it all perfectly....
I was drowning by your love,gorgeous....
thank you my hubby wubby...
you're always be my best thing happened in my life...
sayang hubby is deeply abnd truly love you...
always and forever...
~XOXOXO~

meet me halfway...:P

our 1st L.O.V.E getaway story

our 2nd L.O.V.E getaway story....

and there's no ending of our L.O.V.E getaway story...endless L.O.V.E...

♥♥ hE cOmpLEtEs hEr ♥♥

your words spoken so sweetly.
the way you know how to make me feel
just the sound of your voice
makes me want to complete all my dreams
you've changed my whole point on life
and turned it into something with meaning
you made me realized that not all men are the same.
just when i wasn't looking,
you came into my life,
you picked up my broken world and put it whole again,
I wasn't even looking for a man
but there was something I liked about you
that opend my heart back up
and now I'm forever yours
you complete me perfectly!!
~XOXOXO~

*_* tAkE a shOrt brEAk *_*

heyyyyooooooo........
at last....I am smiling back to the world!!!:)
yar after a very hectic and crucial week....
a bad sore throat+flu+tests+assignments....
huh!!!really sick of it...
and now its time for a short break...a very short one...
but I can guarantee that it willl be the lovely and exciting moment...huhuhu..:D
so have to off now...
its tyme for lovey dovey moment!!!auuwww...:P
hubby sayang...
its tyme for a moment to remember..*wink*
~XOXOXO~

*_* L.O.V.E biRds' mOmEnt *_*

February 5 & 6, 2010.......

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DARLING IFFA!!!!
yeah..someone is getting old in here...:P
it was iff'a's birthday a.k.a my deary darling sis iffa...
so there were some surprises and excitements for this birthday girl...
firstly, obviously it was incorporated with her only hubby a.k.a mr.kopetz and family...:)
btw as a very kind-hearted and sweety bro and sis, me and my hubby wubby were trying our best to make ourselves free for this precious moment...
ethg were putting aside and dedicate all the nyte and also the weekend for our beloved sis...:)
sweet x kami??:P
so my hubby wubby was taking half-day and fetched me to find sthg sweet and precious gift for our beloved sis...
btw I made a birthday card for my darling sis...yeah my hand-made birthday card...
ermmm smpai x sleep la sy malam tue taw...haaa..:D
so we moved to mr.kopetz place and made some preparations there...
nway ibu was very efficient with the food preparations whereby ethg was complete...
so the menu for that nyte was laksa johor+fried bihun+bbq+cake...
huh...we were bloated on that dat nyte..seriously!!!!
however, the birthday girl didnt know at all about this surprises...ngeh3..:P
so around 11pm, mr.kopetz fetched her at her college...
so around 12 midnyte the birthday girl was really surprised and shocked with those surprises...
she was kind of speechless as most of her closest lab-mate were also there...
yeah..it been arranged by mr.kopetz..:)
after all the surprises were not finished yet...huhuhu....
the next one will be during the weekend whereby it were be just these two love birds....mr.kopetz&ms.iffa + mr.tulang&ms.yaya...:D
yeah...we went to ice-skating!!!!!:))
nway I had some shopping tyme with my hubby wubby by the tyme waiting for our beloved bro&sis...
woah!!!felt so enjoy and satisfied as I got some of the stuffs in my wish-list...yeaayyy!!!!:P
btw it was the freaking-moment when we entered to ice-skating!!!!
ahahahaha....both of our gorgeous men were been so cute at that moment...
the moment they were on the ice, they were never let go off their hand from their girl ....
they were hugged their girl so tytely.....ngeh3..:P
and not to forget my deary hubby wubby was so happy of sharing his 1st experience on the ice to every single person who were there...
and mr.kopetz was trying hard to control his 'allignment' while on the ice..
yeah these 2 heroes were been so cute and much lovely...:D
after all, we were really had so much fun and awesome moment!!!!
a precious moment to remember...:)
and hope this chastely bond will be remained till our last breath...forever....:)
to my deary sis iffa...
happy birthday darling!!!
may this year will bring you so much happiness..bless...wealth and love....
thank you so much for being such a lovely and sweet sis and fwen...
hope you like the gifts and the moment that we shared....
and lastly, your beloved sis ya and bro tulang will always love you...
and your hubby too....:P

February 5, 2010....happy birthday my darling iffa!!!

the L.O.V.E. birds moment

after all...I really cherished and appreciate the moment so much...
it was awesome...
to be with all your love ones is a very best thing happened in your life...
all your sadness and sorrow was fade away...
what only you see is all about happiness and love....
I am so thankful and glad as I am still breath to treasure all those precious moment....
and to my deary hubby wubby...
you are the precious and miracle thing that ever happened in my life..
thank you so much for your love...
love you always..gorgeous...
~XOXOXO~

beatiful girl !

Beautiful girl, wherever you are
I knew when I saw you, you had opened the door
I knew that I'd love again after a long, long while
I'd love again.
You said "hello" and I turned to go
But something in your eyes left my heart beating so
I just knew that I'd love again after a long, long while
I'd love again.

It was destiny's game
For when love finally came on
I rushed in line only to find
That you were gone.
Whenever you are, I fear that I might
Have lost you forever like a song in the night
Now that I've loved again after a long, long while
I've loved again.

Beautiful girl, I'll search on for you
'Til all of your loveliness in my arms come true
You've made me love again after a long, long while
In love again
And I'm glad that it's you
Hmm, beautiful girl.

♥♥ wiSh yOu aRe hErE ♥♥

wish you are here
besides me to feel
the love within our hearts
love that is so intense
love that is so immense
that could move even the tallest mountain…

wish you are here
to comfort me , when I am feeling blue
when I don’t know where to go
and its only you who could guide me
giving peace in my heart
when happiness seems so far…

wish you are here
to tell me how good the day is
upon seeing me as I smiled at you
telling me “ how great and wonderful
loving someone like you”…

wish you are here
besides me when I wake up
to kiss and hug you tight
and let you feel how deep and sincere my love is..
that will remain in my heart forever..

wish you are here beside me
every second , every minute of the day
to show how much you love me
and to tell me, “ Baby you are my one true love”
“that nobody could ever replace you in my heart.”

badly wish you are here…..
~XOXOXO~

:: strEngtH ::

God...please give me strength to face all these days...
a very crucial..hard...pathetic day....
and it was very painful...:(
really wish I may stay longer...longer and longer...
at least give me some space to cherish and appreciate my precious moments with my love ones..my only man in my life...
let me feel some joys and happiness even though for a split of second...
yar...I realise that I did neglect some certain basic things in this life...
I'd been fooling around for all this time....
take every single things for granted...
never cross in mind what's going happened and awaiting in the future..
ethg its been simplified...
and now..here you are...
you are deserve it gurl....
but no ways to run...
what I have now is stays stronger..stronger and stronger...
pray and do all the best as I can...
and trying so hard for not easily give up with this life..
always bear in mind....
I have all the people who really and truly love me....
obviously the love from him..
my only man in my life...
his love and strength is all I need...
and for now I need to survive...
strength of the day...strength to live....
yes gurl..you will survive!!!
dont stay too long on the road harms....
strength..strength...and strength....