♥♥ the MAN of my L.I.F.E. ♥♥

Let my heart talk without talking
Let my soul sing you a song
Let every inch of my body
Let you know...
How I have been waiting for you for so long
Without even knowing so...

Every thing in life I have come across
Since the day I met you, it seems
To let me know how lucky I am
Because I have found the man of my life
So please...
don’t ever....ever let me go

I have discovered the best of things
This life could offer a girl like me
For I know now that
only you...
Can show me how to be who I always wanted to be.
It takes a man like you
To make a woman of a little girl
It takes someone big and strong
To reach his hand down...save her..and show her the world
And that is what I found on you
With you I can learn to do
Things I have never even thought I could do.
Just after my world turned up side down
When I felt all helpless...hopeless and bound...
You have come to turn my life around
And to show me that my life is still worth living.
So...
Please...take over my world
And make of it what you will
And don’t ever let anyone destroy
What you have already started to build
And even after you have done
What you have come into my life to do
There is no doubt, that still...
I will always....always love you
Not only for being who you are...
But
for being the man of my life

the MAN of my L.I.F.E

♥♥ I LOVE YOU I HATE YOU ♥♥

I Love you .. I hate you..

I hate you but I love you
Because you dont care for me
yet you always be there when I need you
As I am caring for you
I know how hard to explain
But this is how I feel

I dont feel the intensity of your love
yet
you are telling me
That you love me so much...

You are just telling me
But you dont show me
How immense your love for me is...
Dont you know the saying
" Actions speaks louder than words"

I love you...but I hate you too..
You let my heart aches
but
you will always know how to heal it
Letting my heart suffered
and sooner
you will be always shower it with full of happiness

I love you... hate you..love you..hate you
But
I wont stop loving you...
and
always promise my love will stay forever...
so
Please dont let my heart
Filled with hate...
'Coz hate will make my heart bleeds
Making it empty forever.....
Hard as rock that even how immense your love is..
It wont melt...making it loveless....
and whatever it is...
I love you more because I don't know how to hate you

I LOVE YOU I HATE YOU :P

:: thEy knOw whAt's gOiNg bEtwEEn uS ::

holalala....
yeah such a wonderful days ever....:))
a very tytely sleep on the lovely bed+a super faster internet connection+stocks of awesome movie ever+quality tyme with beloved family+a very delicious mama's cook+playtyme with haziq d menace and baby ya+an awesome dance clasz+freakies buddies every evening at stadium&ijan +a super duper lovely moment with my hubby wubby♥♥
yeah!!it like living in a heaven!!!wuhoo!!!:P
and always hope the clock will stop and make it stays longer and longer...
huhuhuhu...
yet still had certain things that really hurt me..
yar I mean my body condition..
erm felt unwell lately..
and do not worry kay??
coz I still can breath and give my sweetest smiles to all of you..hihihi..*wink*
so do pray for me kay..:)
btw to all my London sayangs...
ya really mish u all guys so much!!
yar..I'm really mean it...:(
x rase nk blik ke rakan2ku sekalian???:((
nway will celeberate HAri Raya Aidiladha soon!!
so wish you all 'SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILADHA'..:)
and now lets live to the fullest with lots and lots of love with all the loved ones!!!♥♥
~XOXOXO~

back to his arms..:)

they know what's going between us>3

♥♥ hE's aLrEAdy iN hEr aRmS ♥♥

no words can expressed how much I miss you
it more than everything on this whole world
I miss you so much hubby wubby
when you are miles away from me..
how miserable and bad days that I had
when I hardly reached you
everything was dark and pale
dont know what to do and where to go
it seemed like I was walking on an empty road
yet my life was shining back
when you were already in my arms
nothing to be worried
and nothing to be sad of
everything was so perfect and complete
when you were in my arms
yar..maybe thats what I deserved to get after a long long waiting
hubby wubby...
you might not even know how much you were really meant to me
you wont believe if I said that I live for you
and also I breath just for you
it is because
before I met you
I was lonely..depressed...stressed out always
but ethg was changed once u came into my life
I never knew of loving someone so much could really hurt
it gets to the point when you get so afraid of losing him
you became my heart...my bestfriend...my soulmate..my evil...my angel and most of all the love of my life...
there is no one in this world I rather be with..
its something about the way you hug me so tyte...
the way you control over our kiss...
the way you remind me over and over how much you want to spend the rest of your life with me..
the way you just stare at me and say.."I LOVE YOU SO MUCH"
every little thing that you say or do makes me love you more and more
I honestly dont know what I would do without you
you came into my life when my world seemed so wrong
I promise you...my hubby wubby..
I will never hurt you
because
the love give you dont deserve to be hurt
I 'll never let you go even a single of seconds
you mean any and everything to me
and I glad to have you as my hubby wubby...always and forever...
and therefore I would like to express my 10 commandments to you for this lovely day...

I promise to never love another
I promise to walk with you every mile
I promise to take happiness with the heartaches
I promise to always wear for you a smile.
I promise to always love you with all my heart
I promise to forever have faith in you
I promise to be there when you're lonely
I promise to be there our whole lives through.
I promise to always kiss and hold you tight
I promise to always say I love you when I say goodnight.

hubby sayang...
sayang loves you so much...
for yesterday...today..tomorrow and forever...
do hold my love till the end of the days...
ILOVEYOUVERYMUCH
~XOXOXO~

:: sAhAbAt ::

to all my London buddies...
here are some piece of words for all of you...
suddenly all of you were appeared into my heart and my mind once I listened to this song during my camping..
and I cant stop my tears when each of the faces were crossing into my mind...
yar...every single of you...
and I really mean it...
ya miss you all so much...
::hazlyn antasha::aizat muiz::raja ikhwan faizil::tengku maleesa syuhada::muhammad nazmir::farah nabilah::norman ayman::nik fariza ilyana
thanx alot for being such a wonderful buddies...
every single of memories that we shared will always closely to my mind and my heart..
I do cherished it so much and it was sealed to my mind and my life till my last breath...
and of course I was never regret even a split of second of being your so called 'yaya'...:)
and here is for all my London 'sayangs'

kulayarkan kerinduan
dilautan memori
mengimbau kenangan indah
yang menyentuh emosi
masih segar diingatan saat
mesra berputik
hadirmu bawa sinaran
cahaya inspirasi

sahabat...
kau sesungguhnya
temanku...
di kala suka dan lara

tika ku buntu
diselubungi sendu
kau tiupkan ketabahan
untuk
ku ukir senyuman

bagaikan embun hilang
diterbit fajar
kau pergi jauh
mengejar cita
menggapai redha yang Esa

Duhai sahabat
dengarkanlah
bicara hatiku ini
meskipun jarak memisahkan
namun tiada noktah kasih
biarlah waktu menentukan
nilai ukhwah yang terjalin
teruskanlah perjuangan
hingga titisan
darah terakhir

dan aku masih di sini
terus mendaki
puncak tertinggi hidupku
dan aku terus menanti saat
yang manis
akan berulang kembali
sahabat.....

ya miss you all so much...
and will always love u all...
and do not worry about me kay...
I am so lucky as I have someone who really love and care bout me...
nway do pray for me ere...
hope to see u all...:)
~XOXOXO~

*_* rEtuRn *_*

heyyyoooo!!!
im back!!!:)
yar from a hectic camping...huhuhu...
btw i was totally cant enjoy the camping moments due to my very bad health condition..(
my body only can stand for the first day yet not till the night..
had non-stop vomiting+bad migraine+bad stomachache+little bit fever...
yar..it is a complete set of pain!!:((
so I cant enjoy and join with all my b.ed tesl gurls for the nyte walk which was very adventurous+the jungle trekking on the last day+some outdoor activities...ehmm..:(
yar..i miss for the precious experiences and moments..so much...
even though it was very hectic yet it was only once for a lifetime..hurmm...:((
btw it ok then..
maybe got another chance aite??:D
btw I still had some precious moments there esp with all the b.ed tesl gurls..
yar..I was glad as I still can smile while recalled back all the moments there esp with all the other gurls who also suffered for various kinds of disease...ehehehe..:P
obviously gossiping moment+the indoor activities where the spirit of teamwork was very solid throughout those activities..
everything was such a good moments for me...:)
yet suddenly I was missing all my London 'sayangs' so much..
lyn+ejat+apai+leesa+bob+fara+peeja+ayman...
erm nobody can replace your place in my heart...
ya miss u all so much!!!:((
yar this camping was keep mentioning about the importance of friendship...
and that made I realised how lucky I am of having all my "London sayangs"...
thanx so much sayangs for being such a good friends ever...)
cpat la balik sayang2ku!!!!
btw pity to my hubby wubby...
yar he missed me so much for those 3 days...
and dun worry hubby sayang..
sayang hubby was missing you so much too!!!
its such a crucial moments because I cant communicate with him like we used to do
and it was a big challenged to both of us...
nway feel glad as we can faced it very well!!!:)
and now I was counting the moments to be in my hubby wubby's arms..
yar..thank God!!!
at last he completed his 'war'!!!!:)
hubby...come back soon!!!
sayang hubby miss u so much..
already can feel your touch and the curve of your body..gorgeous sayang!!!!
so I gtg for waiting the precious lovely moments ever...:)
~XOXOXO~

*_* hOOrAy *_*

hooraayy!!!!
exam is over!!!:))
huh!!
a worst exam I'd ever had...:(
yet ethg was over and now pray so hard for another brighter star...:)
tawakallah..:)
really had to pampered my pity body after been fully utilized for almost 3 weeks..
yar...lack of sleep+ignore all the basic care esp to this lovely hair..hu3..:P
cian hair sy..mate sy...kene dera for 3 weeks neyh..kene ignore jew ie...
so now let have some moment with those pity body..:)
erm my lovely stunning kcik came to fetch me at college and had spend some moment with her!!!
yeayy!!it sisters moment!!!:))
went to midvalley a.k.a lepak2 at delicious and 'chased' for m.a.c. stuff...
next went to bangsar a.k.a beauty bar and last stop was the summit a.k.a its a saloon tyme!!!
thanx alot kakcik for all the treats!!!
nadia sayang kakcik!!!~XOXOXO~
ehehehe...body had its pay!!:)
nway can not be so excited and had a longer fun as I need to attend a course from friday to sunday!!
argh!!its a camping!!!
haaa...wish I can skip but nothing much can do as it is compulsory!!!
ermmm...but it ok..
will try to get some fun there will all d b.ed tesl girls!!!:)
even though I already gave a big paid to this pity body yet not to my missing heart towards my hubby wubby..
erm he's still miles away as his exam still not over..:(
miss him so much!!!!:((
hubby!!!
please come back soon!!!
sayang hubby is waiting for hubby here...
yar I'll be seeing him rite after the camping!!
wuhoo!!!cant hardly wait anymore...:P
hubby sayang...all d best for ur last paper!!
make it a perfect end kay...
and sayang hubby is excitingly waiting for u...
love u very much!!!
kay gtg..
will catch up later:)
~XOXOXO~

sisters beauty care:)

~hooraaayy~