:: triButE tO 2009 ::

tyme pass by.... and 2009 will be end soon... so may things happened.. bad..good..laugh...tears.. yar..dat so called LIFE...
well as for me... I had many differents chapter in 2009...
a chapter where I'd been lost and nowhere to go...lots of confusion and sorrow and a chapter that I learnt to breath and appreciate every single things dat I had...
and not to forget a chapter which I laughed and smiled to the world and gave all the love that I had....
however...the beginning of 2009 was the most meaningful for me..so much...
nobody felt what I felt... nobody understood what inside my heart...
everybody was enjoying their new year nyte with laughter with all their loved and closed ones at every piece on this earth...
yet I was alone...on my lovely bed with full of tears..confusion and sorrow...
lost of hope...lost of love...lost of everything...
gave-up with this life...felt nothing what inside the year ahead...
what I knew at that moment was I need to breath... please bring me somewhere that I can cherished and smile back...
and luckily...
I was not alone...
everybody still loved me and they were really need me too...
they taught and gave me ways and courage how to smile and to be strong to face the year ahead...
thanx alot friends....:)
and slowly life was getting better...
yar..people come and go.. yet life must go on...
always appreciate every single piece of life...
and always focus to strive the best for a better future....
yet life is meaningless without a peaceful heart...
life is meaningful once our heart is live happily.....
while the heart was really hurt and in its way to cured and healed...
suddenly there was a heart that came into this healing heart...
the heart came with full of hopes and loves...
a heart that opened this sorrow heart with its open arms...
and beside actually the heart also was hurting and really need another heart to cure it back.. so now both hearts were really need each other...
surprisingly the heart was not even brought the love and hopes yet a infinite of happiness...
it didnt take a long tyme to know both hearts...
everything was doing its part perfectly and smoothly coloured the gloomy heart....
months by months...
and lastly both hearts were agreed to stand on a chastely promise so called LOVE ....
and that lovely event was very very meaningful to me...:):D
yet the studies life was doing good too...
whatever it takes...future is my priority and success is always be the ultimate target in this life..
people always said that love could harm and disturb our studies...
yet it was totally didnt happened to me...
with love everything was perfect...
and love was always be my superb spirits to achieve the things that I dreamt of...
btw life must be ups and downs...
even though I did face so many hard things especially when He did triggered the chastely bond between the most important people in my life yet I still be strong and matured enough to adapt it and till now I still can smile to this world...:)
nway there were so many precious...superb....fantastic and awesome moments....
and most of it was obviously with my beloved man....
yar...we did fight and love alots...so much!!!
but after all we really cherished and appreciate all those moments so much and always create so many memories that we can remember it for the rest of the life...:)
after all there were certain dates and days which really meant so much for me...
:: 21/03/09 :: 30/04/09 :: 12/08/09 :: 15/08/09 :: 10/10/09 :: 19/10/09 :: 12/12/09 ::..:P
lastly I wanna say here that 2009 was full of excitement and many precious memories either the good or bad ones..
each moments signified with their own stories and significant....
and I did enjoyed and appreciate very each of it and obviously it will seal in the box of memories...
btw I wanna thank so much for all the people who always made my days...
my beloved family:: friends :: hubby wubby::
yar those people were really meant so much for me...
and I do need them for the rest for my life to breath and live peacefully and happily on this earth...
and not to forget that I wanna say sorry do much to all the people if I did hurt and made them sad...
sorry and sorry as I am just a human being and not even the prefect one...sorry....:)
so now I think I can wrap my 2009 with lots of loves and happiness...

~sayonara~ XOXOXO~

~ tribute to 2009 ~

♥♥ hOw hE L.O.V.E.S. hEr ♥♥

I love how you love me
Whenever you kissed me
I love the way you are telling me “ I love you baby ”
The sincerity in your heart
The honesty within your eyes
Melting my heart, even my soul….

The way how you love me
Makes me sleepless at night
Wondering if this would last
Forever in your heart….

Everyday that you are there at my side
Comforts me, making my heart glow with so much happiness
Happiness that my heart wants from you
Ever since the day I have meet you…

Your ways of loving me
Are very different
Coz I know how special
Your love for me is…

And I treasured all of these
Coz I want you more, more each day
To tell me, and to show me how much you love me…
And I know nobody could
Love me like this except you….my one true LOVE..

how he loves her

:: hE iS reAdy fOr thE nExt chAptEr ::

heyyoooo....
first of all...MERRY CHRISTMAS....christmas with love...:P
nway as usual went back this wkend and had settled many things especially for him....
did some preparations for him since thursday till friday....
and thank God ethg was done...:)
firstly went to buy his pants...
yar..he was extremely happy with his new pants plus with a very reasonable price...:)
then we drop by at clinic az-zahra bangi to visit our deary bro a.k.a dak opet due to his dengue fever...
erm pity to him and his darling ifa too...
lepas sorg2 syakit...
nway get well soon bro...and to my darling ifa..dun worry kay..:)
then went back to smban and odw back went to survey his practical place...:)
yar..not so far from smban yet still in consideration either to travel there eday or find a place to stay...ermm..will update later..:)
and lastly he needs his hair cut before he sent me home...huhuhu...
and the next day was shoes hunting and outer his pants...
btw felt so difficult to find the shoes due to his very2 small feet size..adoyai...
siyes...kaki hubby sy sgt la kecik..kalah kaki sy taw...huhuhu..:P
btw after surveyed at all the malls yet felt relieved as we got a very smart shoes dat so fit with his 'cute' feet...hohoho...:P
yeay!!!now ethg was done!!
and now he is ready for the next chapter of his life...
yar even though he still keep wondering the reality that he may face soon and not really believe with it...hehehehe....
and as being his gurl..
feel so happy and will always support him through all the way...
yar..my man will be a working man soon...:)
all the best hubby sayang...
~XOXOXO~

get well soon dak opet...:)

another chapter to go

.....................

empty...
ethg is getting short...
what does she shud do???
where she has to go???
she lost her way...
donno where to go and what to do...
speechless...words end...
can she gets ethg that she wants now???
immediately..at this moment...
she needs ethg...
immediately....just to cherished it...

♥♥ itS dEcEmbEr 21, 2009 ♥♥

I remember the last time when my heart was broken
I almost giving up on life
I gave up trusting
And I gave up on loving
I thought I would rather be alone
Than to be hurt again and again
It was not easy getting to know a new person all over again
And it is even tougher to fall in love
But the next thing we know
It’s time to fell down
To slowly wake up all myself
Picking up all the broken pieces one by one
And the chain goes non stop
Like a curse spelled onto my life

At one point in life
I was lost and insecure
with an emptiness and loneliness in my heart
I didn't know where else I could turn to
I put my sentinel up high
To protect myself for the fear of getting hurt
I was waiting for the pains to subside
and I hid them with my nonchalant smiles

And then along the way,
You came by into my life,
It was never too serious for us,
because I was not the only one you love at one point of time
but along the way
we get to know each other
and we're both feeling much stronger
We made promises
And I decided to give my hands to you
You are the first man in my life
I thought of future planning with
You tried to accept for who I am
Even if I have zillions of unreasonable flaws
but you stand certain and willed
because you said loving is to accept the everything

Remember that special evening
When the sea and beaches been witnessed our greatest love
We made our first endeavour
To be together
to love, to share and to be real honest
And that was the most precious moment in my life

I know it's gonna be tough to be with you
as we never knew each other before
And so I am learning to be tolerant and appreciative
I can no longer pitch the silly tantrums like how I did last time
because I know
it takes millions of patience
to be with you
At least at this point of time
I had never felt so strong
that I am loving you so much
and I was willing to wait for you
to wait for the time
you finally be mine
even if..
it really heartbreaking at many a time
no words could tell
but the tears shall elucidate

Thank you hubby,
for loving who I am
You show me the real colors of love
when I am almost giving up
you showered me with your unlimited love and cares
and taught me how to love
at least at very special point of life
I know I have found my missing rib
That has been aching inside my heart all these years
And that we are beautifully blend together
I can never find someone as gorgeous as you

I am beyond words to express how glad I am to have found someone as great as you
and be a part of your life
Being with you
I so wanna take care well of you
just hope you would be fine and happy all the times
seeing you smile is all I wanted to do
because when you are happy
It really sounds like the birds in the world are singing lullaby
and when you frown
my heart will cry with you

I hope you know
I don't need to tell you everyday
how much you meant me
but within my heart
you were everything to me
my love..my only hubby wubby...

happy monthylysarry hubby sayang..
and bye bye to 2009...
yar so many lovely and precious moments that we'd been shared..
and there will be many years to go
to make our love as greatest as it should be..
hubby sayang...
hold me tytely and dont you ever stop of loving me...
love you so much hubby...
~XOXOXO~

♥♥ wAy bACk intO hiS L.O.V.E. tiLL thE eNd of timE ♥♥

I've been living with a shadow overhead,
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed,
I've been lonely for so long,
Trapped in the past,
I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away,
Just in case I ever need them again someday,
I've been setting aside time,
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine,
I've been searching but i just don't see the signs,
I know that it's out there,
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light,
Not somebody just to get me through the night,
I could use some direction,
And I'm open to your suggestions.

All I want to do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.
And if I open my heart again,
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love,
I can't make it through without a way back into love,
And if I open my heart to you,
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do,
And if you help me to start again,
You know that I'll be there for you in the end

will always be with you

*_* thEir wEddiNg *_*

heyyyoooo....
im back for 'all I have to give'...:P
nothing much I did for this week..
just attend class and try to adapt with new subjects been learnt and also with the lecturer who one of them was so hard to understand the language that he used...huh!!
da cm study kt india....amma!!!:P
and this sem felt very relieved as he wasnt been so far away from me..ehehehee...i loike!!:P
obviously didnt miss any single weekend by going back and spending our moment together...
and luckily did have a break on 4 fridays in a row for this month!!!wuuhhooo!!!:))
see how I am so lazy and have my superb sweety tyme for those 4 weeks...:P
ahahahaha....will go back to college on monday morning and will as soon as possible rushed back on thursday!!!:P
heaven kan???sy sgt syuke!!!!:)
yar...the last person that I saw will be him and the first figure that I will see obviously is him too!!!
its awesome!!!:)
and for this weekend I had a wedding invitation of my best buddy's bro...
it was mr.usop's bro wedding...:)
so we manage to spend our weekend for his wedding...:)
and it such a lovely moment whereby it was the first wedding that I'd attend with him...:)
nway met all my schoolmates and that was the first appearance of him in front of them...ehehehehe...
yar..some of them quite shocked and really happy for me...
thank you so much darling..:)
so we really enjoyed and cherished the moment so much...:)
and suddenly there's sthg came across in my heart...
wish that one day everybody will come over to my wonderful wedding day and celebrate my perfect moment with another half of my life...:)
btw spend another half of the day with him...
went to alamanda and met my darling iffa who just cured from dengue...
get well soon darling!!!:)
and as usual we really had a perfect moment by being together...
yar..we fight and love alot!!!:P
and lastly...to all my London sayangs...
ya miss you all so much...
hope dat Im still been a piece of the heart....:(
mish u all badly...:((
yet felt so lucky as He gave me someone who is always be with me and cheer me up whenever I need a piece of happiness in my life..
thanx alot my hubby wubby....love you so much!!!
kay gtg...
~XOXOXO~

to their wedding

mr.naqi and ms.azah...hope to attend their wedding too...:P

will always mean been together..Godspeed..:)

we fight and love alot

♥♥ thAnk yOu hubby wubby ♥♥

From all the people

You know
You chosen me
The blessing of your love surrounded me.

For me the door of love has long been close
If it had not for you
I’ll still search for my dream.

Thank you from the bottom of my heart
Thank you for chosen me
Thank you hubby wubby
Thank you for loving me
Thank you for who you are.

I memorized a million things
to tell you
but words
Cant tell what feelings
want to say.

True love only begun
to a precious you
And when it moves into your heart
It never strays
Thank you for loving me
Thank you hubby wubby.
~XOXOXO~ sayang hubby loves hubby sayang so much

*_* giNggA bOrittO cLEAr fOr mEn futsAL chALLeNgE *_*

December 12. 2009 @ pavilion,kl....
yar..it is a 'Clear for Men Futsal Challenge'...
and my hubby wubby's team a.k.a Gingga Boritto was one of the contestants for this tournament...:)
congratz Gingga!!:D
so we moved from Seremban quite early@7 a.m with full of spirits....
and reached there around 8.30am...
woah!!so many teams were there which is around 60 teams...
btw surprisingly there was only one court!!!!
huh!!!cant imagine how does the organizer can finish all the teams in one day...
hmmmm...we'll see kay what's going happened after this...huhuhu....
nway all the gingga's guys started their day with full of hope and spirits of win!!
even though felt very nervous as there were lots and lots of teams...huhuhu...
rilek bro...gingga!!!!:D
and obviously they can do it...:)
so they started their first game around 10.30 am and it only took 4 mins per game..
yar..it was a very short and fast game!!
they did very well for their first game yet their luck still not with them...
then we had our lunch and the 2nd game begun at 2.30 pm....
and now their lucky star was on their head....*wink*
yeay!!they won!!!:D
so now they were looking forward for their 3rd game and wish their lucky star will be always with them...:D
3rd game was at 6.15pm....huhuhu...
and unfortunately they lost their lucky star....
hmmm..it okay then...
we'll try for the next game...
and the next game was at 9.15pm and their last game was at 11pm....
and their lucky star was actually already running away from them...:(
btw can you see how was the gap between all the games....
ahahahahaa....overall they just played for 20 mins yet they had to wait for 15 hours!!!
yar we were at the pavilion for 15 hours!!!!
what a fucking stupid organizer!!!
sorry to the organizer...
nway the event was failed and ridiculous!!!
how can 60 teams played in 1 court????
huh!!lousy and silly event that I'd ever had!!!
seriously we were really wasting our tyme there...
and the most important thing was it broke-down the mental level of the players!!!
and it effects their performance so much....hmmmm....
yar...it really triggered every humans' nerves when they didnt provide any place for 'lepak-lepak' for all the teams!!!
the management was very selfish and stupid asshole!!!!
plus they didnt allow the players to sit on the walkway!!!
it sound very silly+stupid+ridiculous...
yet that was the real situation....
supposedly they should provide or at least give a little bit convenient and be considerate to all the players...
yerla..da sume tmpat x leyh duduk kay..da tue nk duduk atas atap kew??seriiously mereka sgt bengong dan merepek!!!huh!!!
so the solution was we had our 'pavilion tour'...
x cam 10 kali plak la kan tawaf satu pavilion...so after this mmg setahun la akn x yah g pavilion g...adoyai!!!
btw even though we had to face all those lousy and silly things yet we really had so much fun there....
yeah...gingga gingga!!!
and after all the gingga's guys were performed very well!!
congratz gingga!!!
it was a very precious moment ever...:)
nway thanx alot to all the gingga's guys as they really made my day...:)
even though felt so exhausted and tired yet I still can give my sweetest smile to them especially when they started tickled me with all their jokes...:P
yar I was totally happy...:))
and obviously thanx so much to my beloved hubby wubby...
really proud of you as you really performed so well...
how lucky I am to have you in my life...
and thanx alot for always be with me...
accompanied+entertained me for the whole day even though O knew that you were very tired as well...
hubby sayang....
sayang hubby really appreciate it and did cherish all the moments...mwaahhh!!!!
lastly congratz to the Gingga Boritto!!!!
1...2...3...gingga!!!:P
~XOXOXO~

watch out!!!the Gingga Boritto was here...:P

proudly presenting the Gingga Boritto

the Gingga was warming-up to make their glory day

the Gingga was also good in camera whore too..:P

the Gingga Boritto in action

the Gingga takes a break

and there will always be a L.O.V.E birds too..:P

♥♥ fOrgivEnEss ♥♥

It still feels like our first night together
Feels like the first kiss and
It's gettin' better baby
No one can better this
I'm still hold on and you're still the one
The first time our eyes met it's the same feelin' I get
Only feels much stronger and I wanna love ya longer
You still turn the fire on

So If you're feelin' lonely.. don't
You're the only one I'd ever want
I only wanna make it good
So if I love ya a little more than I should

Please forgive me I know not what I do
Please forgive me I can't stop lovin' you
Don't deny me

This pain I'm going through
Please forgive me
If I need you like I do
Please believe me
Every word I say is true
Please forgive me I can't stop loving you
Still feels like our best times are together
Feels like the first touch

We're still gettin' closer baby
Can't get close enough I'm still holdin' on
You're still number one I remember the smell of your skin
I remember everything
I remember all your moves
I remember you
I remember the nights ya know I still do

One thing I'm sure of
Is the way we make love
And the one thing I depend on
Is for us to stay strong
With every word and every breath I'm prayin'
That's why I'm sayin'...

by: him...hubby wubby

she will always forgive him

p/s: this poem was written by him and he asked me to post it here...thanx so much gorgeous..
sayang will always love you...~XOXOXO~

♥♥ aLL abOut yOu ♥♥

YOU are the sun which brightens up my mornings
YOU arethe spring which bring life to my flowers
YOU are the melodies that are sang by the birds outside my window
YOU are the inspiration to my goals, dreams & aspirations
YOU are the tears that always threaten to fall
YOU are the pride that I feel when I walk with YOU by my side
YOU are the blessing that I pray for each night before I go to bed
YOU are the night light which I keep at the top of my head
YOU are the prince charming of all the romance novels that I've read
YOU are the Mister Right that I've waited for all my life
YOU are the fur on my teddy that bring comfort to & warmth to on a rainy night
YOU are the smile which stretches across my face from ear to ear
YOU are the twinkle I get in my eyes every time I am feeling mischievous
YOU are the flame to the fire I feel burning inside
YOU are the lovely fragrances that fill up my nostrils
YOU are the first thing on my mind as I rise in the morning
YOU are the cure to every unwanted illness
YOU are the sugar to my candy coated chocolate
YOU are the cheese in my delicious strawberry cheesecake
YOU are my baby, my hero, my lifeline, my world
YOU are the breath of fresh air that I take in during sunrise
YOU are the wonderful colours that brighten up the sky when the sun leaves us
YOU are the water that I drink to refresh my throat
YOU are an angel in disguise who came to guide me
YOU are the very person my poetry describes
YOU are the last person on my mind before going to bed and even while I sleep you're on my mind
YOU are the hearty laughter that I let out during or after a joke
YOU are the chill up my spine when my dreams come true
YOU are the weakness in my knees when I see or feel ur body
YOU are the one who makes my heart beat faster when you come around
And make my mind spin when our feet are off the ground

Thus YOU ARE MY ONLY HUBBY WUBBY
~XOXOXO~

♥♥ whEn yOU'rE awAy ♥♥

My mind is always thinking
filled with loving thoughts of you
your gorgeous eyes
your kissable lips, your heavenly touch

During all the time
that we've been together
you my love
have given me so very much

Not once did I ever
dare to dream that
I could possibly feel more wonderful
than I do right now

You and your sweet love
have given me
so many special things
that mere words
could never ever allow

I get a serene feeling
just knowing you're
always standing
so very close to me

Your love is
a welcoming glow
in the darkness
that always gives
all the light
I need to see

My days start and end
with a smile upon my lips
and you know it's
all due to you

The strength
and courage that I have
I owe all my thanks
to no other but you

I'm always thankful
for my happiness
cause without you
it could never be

My mind is always thinking
filled with loving thoughts of you
filled with special dreams
of just you and me

I don't think you'll ever fully understand how much you really touched my life and made me who I am
I don't think you could ever know how really special you are
even on my darkest nights you are my brightest star
I don't think you'll ever fully comprehend how you've made my dreams come true
how you've opened up my heart to love and the wonders it can do
You've allowed me to experience something that very hard to find
unconditional love that exists in the body, soul and mind
You are an amazing person and without you I don't know where I'd be
having you in my life completes and fulfills every part of me
I hope you believe every word I've said because I'd never lead you on I've known from the day we met that you was definitely the one...
And here...
sayang wanna let you know that
I will always love you...so much...
~XOXOXO~

...................

life isnt easy as we think of..
it is exactly like a roller-coaster..
ethg gonna be changed in a split of second
and things come and go without our control
sadness and happiness is all the best remedy in a life of perfection
emptiness....loneliness...confusion....
each of it will be the tools for changes in life
and love will always be the best thing in life
it brings the wisdom and completeness in life
people change........
realise that every single second might bring them into a new world
a world that we never thought and imagine before
and it is not necessary that every new world will assure them either with a good or bad things
and without knowing that maturity takes place
feelings gonna be changed as well as the heart....
feelings come from the heart
yet feeling will not gonna be changed if the heart never felt it so
and each day is different
yesterday we were sad...
today we are happy...
and nobody knows what will happened tomorrow.......

:: aftEr bEEn a wEEk ::

heyyooo....
im back for a weekend...:)
there's no wonderful and awesome place except to be in your own house with all the beloved ones...
yar love it so much..heaven!!!:)
really need some rest after a hectic life...
ermm....had a very crucial week in order to get everything perfect to start a new sem...
huh!!!tired+hectic+bored...:(
nothing much to do with the timetable as I already get used with a pack timetble since last sem..
so no complaints about that so far and really glad that ethg went perfectly as what I'd plan before...
eehehehhe...say no to monday morning & friday evening clasz!wuuhhooo!!!!:P
nway still in a process to adapt and refresh this precious mind as it will be fully use soon...
yar the subjectsfor this sem quite heavy and tough....
hopefully I can manage it well...:)
yar it is a normal thing or feelings when we get to know sthg new...
lots of thoughts about it and of course keep asking ourself either we can adapt and comprehend with all those new things or not...
nway nothing is impossible..
keep maintain to think positively...chaiyok2 nadia!!!:)
and for the 3rd tymes I'd shift to another new room....
ermm...ethg was fine except it quite hot then especially during the evening...
and felt glad to know new fwens from other courses...
eheheehehe...nice to meet ya...*wink*
btw obviously the first week will be the crucial week for me to control my feelings...
huh...dangerously miss all my beloved ones especially him....
there's no words can describe how painful to be far away from him...
it still just the same even though he's not far away yet life is incomplete without to be in his arms...
badly missing him...:((
nway life must go on...
and his superb love made ethg better..
yar..obviously he will always try his best to comfort his princess and be there for her in every second...
thanx alot hubby sayang...
sayang hubby really appreciate it...:))
nway...really miss all my London sayangs...
as tyme goes by...my heart and my mind cant even stop of thinking all of you...
yar..I mean each of you...
badly mish u all so much....
all the memories was keep haunting me....
and wish I can bring the tyme back and cherished every moment with all of you...
the most wonderful friendship that I ever had....
ya rindu lyn+ejat+prince harry+princess ryana+apai+leesa+fara+bob+ayman+pija...:((
God..please bring me close to them and let me introduce my other part of my life to them...:(
so overall I still can manage my new life in this new sem...
and do wish me the ebst of luck..
yar...mr.assignments are slowly chasing me from behind...huhuhu...
kay gtg...
wanna to cherished and appreciate every single moment especially with him...
~XOXOXO~

:: nEw sEmS nEw miSsiOnS ::

holalala......
yar new sems begin..
ready to go back to a place so called 'school' to gain as many knowledge as I can to get myself ready to be a good educator soon...*wink*
so new sems begins with new spirits and missions..
yar of course to do the best to get the best
mind need to be refreshed and polished back after had a long and enough break...
erm tp x break cgt sebab hols x lame...
so now the mind will be utilised back...chaiyok2!!!
study smart nadia...:)
nway thanx alot to all my beloved ones who really made my hols so wonderful and awesome...
yar really had such a fantastic and lovely hols!!!:))
of course a high gratitude to my hubby wubby who always made my days so wonderful and beautiful...
thanx alot hubby sayang...♥♥
and this sem is really made me relieved as he is not so far away from me..yeayy!!!:)
so lets cherished the moments gorgeous...:P
and feel easy to visit ur princess kay???:D
and to all my London sayangs...
ya miss you all so much..
wish me all the best kay..
and do contact me plsh....:(
kay gtg..
~XOXOXO~

♥♥ shE sLEEps with hiS smELL ♥♥

all over the nyte she couldnt sleep
her tummy was really hurting her
and also hoped that she can spend the whole day with him tomorrow
even though it was impossible yet she still hoping
hoping that she can spend every single moment before she had be far away from him
even though it wasnt far enough yet the separation will make everything different
the miles separate their hearts to be connected like they used to have
at last she slept after thinking and imagined his touch to all over the curves of her body
a cold and gloomy morning
felt different when there's no any messages were received from him
suddenly the nothy heart made its own assumption...
yar..might be he still in his dreams under his lovely quilt
nah...he's already on his journey to spend a little tyme with his kings and queen of his heart...
the day becomes so gloomy and pale
mind couldnt stop from thinking of him...
badly miss him...so much....:(
wish that he can feel how pathetic an empty heart of his princess without him by her side
try so hard by not thinking of him
promise to herself by not disturbing him
compromise with an empty heart by letting him had his own space with another half of him
but it all impossible
the most hardest thing to do is living without him
erm...thanx alot to the technology by curing all the sorrows
gave him the words of love
told him how miserable this life without him
sometimes perfection will be the poison of happiness
the words of love been misinterpreted and misunderstood when the two hearts were desperately wanted to be connected
everything seemed wrong
happiness turned to sadness
words failed to play its role to present the feelings
toleration turned to ego-centrism
now the two hearts were dangerously need to be connected
clock has to tick faster
people said patience will be paid with satisfaction
yar one heart was in its way to meet another half of its part
the excitement and happiness was coming back now
yet still the sadness was so envy with the happiness
and the sadness took over again
a long way of heart journey felt so frustrated when it had to wait some more tyme to meet its another half
its so difficult to make everything perfect and let the hearts been connected after a short separation
at last the two hearts were back to its place
and this tyme the heart played its part
let it expressed every single feelings in every space of it
and it such a wonderful moment even it made another part felt so sad and feared little bit
after all the reality was the two hearts were missing each other so much
he missed her so badly
and obviously she was dangerously missed him
it just their hearts were trying to create everything to be complicated
yet actually everything was complete and perfect enough for the two hearts to be attached and stayed together into one word so called L.O.V.E.

~XOXOXO~finally...she sleeps with his smell ♥♥

♥♥ a H.E.A.R.T mEssAgE ♥♥

You are..
the reason I don't want to go to sleep at nights
the reason I want to wake up at mornings
my inspiration for getting through the day
the reason I dream even while awake.

the voice I crave when I'm having a bad day
the friend who I call when I just want to play
the heart that I speak to when my secrets are told
the body that warms me whenever I'm cold.

the voice of reason when I'm losing my head
the man I will always welcome in my bed
the hands I will hold when I just need a friend
the man I'll go with unto the end.

the epitome of love...the best that there is
the reason I know that love exists
the reason I want to believe in it
and the reason I just want to say
Love is...

So....
I'm so very thankful
he sent me you
into my life you came
out of the blue

You know you're special
to this heart of mine
you were sent to me
at the right time.