♥♥ itS dEcEmbEr 21, 2009 ♥♥

I remember the last time when my heart was broken
I almost giving up on life
I gave up trusting
And I gave up on loving
I thought I would rather be alone
Than to be hurt again and again
It was not easy getting to know a new person all over again
And it is even tougher to fall in love
But the next thing we know
It’s time to fell down
To slowly wake up all myself
Picking up all the broken pieces one by one
And the chain goes non stop
Like a curse spelled onto my life

At one point in life
I was lost and insecure
with an emptiness and loneliness in my heart
I didn't know where else I could turn to
I put my sentinel up high
To protect myself for the fear of getting hurt
I was waiting for the pains to subside
and I hid them with my nonchalant smiles

And then along the way,
You came by into my life,
It was never too serious for us,
because I was not the only one you love at one point of time
but along the way
we get to know each other
and we're both feeling much stronger
We made promises
And I decided to give my hands to you
You are the first man in my life
I thought of future planning with
You tried to accept for who I am
Even if I have zillions of unreasonable flaws
but you stand certain and willed
because you said loving is to accept the everything

Remember that special evening
When the sea and beaches been witnessed our greatest love
We made our first endeavour
To be together
to love, to share and to be real honest
And that was the most precious moment in my life

I know it's gonna be tough to be with you
as we never knew each other before
And so I am learning to be tolerant and appreciative
I can no longer pitch the silly tantrums like how I did last time
because I know
it takes millions of patience
to be with you
At least at this point of time
I had never felt so strong
that I am loving you so much
and I was willing to wait for you
to wait for the time
you finally be mine
even if..
it really heartbreaking at many a time
no words could tell
but the tears shall elucidate

Thank you hubby,
for loving who I am
You show me the real colors of love
when I am almost giving up
you showered me with your unlimited love and cares
and taught me how to love
at least at very special point of life
I know I have found my missing rib
That has been aching inside my heart all these years
And that we are beautifully blend together
I can never find someone as gorgeous as you

I am beyond words to express how glad I am to have found someone as great as you
and be a part of your life
Being with you
I so wanna take care well of you
just hope you would be fine and happy all the times
seeing you smile is all I wanted to do
because when you are happy
It really sounds like the birds in the world are singing lullaby
and when you frown
my heart will cry with you

I hope you know
I don't need to tell you everyday
how much you meant me
but within my heart
you were everything to me
my love..my only hubby wubby...

happy monthylysarry hubby sayang..
and bye bye to 2009...
yar so many lovely and precious moments that we'd been shared..
and there will be many years to go
to make our love as greatest as it should be..
hubby sayang...
hold me tytely and dont you ever stop of loving me...
love you so much hubby...
~XOXOXO~