secretly you have taken each broken piece of my heart from all those before you and put it together like a puzzle...
our troubled times were those of which my heart was not put completely together, but once the last piece was placed, that was when I realized I can't live without you.
you are a great guy and I just can't imagine a day without knowing you
When you are not here I see you, I smell you, I feel you, I miss you... can't wait to see you again....
I love you....
there it's simple but so true...
I miss you so much and I know what did happened to us was just something that really want to test how deep and great and true is our love..
Ouh God...
I don't want to be far away from him...
please and please make me closed to him and do protect him in whatever circumstances
I love you more than anything...
You are my world, my life, my reason to live..
The miles will not destroy us, we both know we are strong enough to make it through...
It was so hard to be far away from you...
but I know You were there to you held me close...
I was crying...you said it would be fine and I believe you, it will be!
I love you...
hubby sayang...
sayang will always miss you...so much...
and of course sayang cant stop of loving you..
love you so much,hubby!!
~XOXOXO~
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
♥♥ miSSiNg hiM sO muCh ♥♥
*_* wiSh mE L.U.C.K. *_*
holalala....
really had such a wonderful and awesome moments at home...
yea..where else the most fantastic place in this world..huhuhu..
had a very quality tyme with beloved mama abah...
and of course with all the siblings....
and not to forget with the most precious creature in life..hubby wubby..:)
btw felt quite stress and pressure coz of the coming exam!!!
arghhhh!!!help!!!!hardly accept the fact that the exam is juz around the corner...
preparation???
nah!!not yet!!!!!
still have some assignments that need to be completed!!!!
gler la lecturer nie..suke suki jew kasi assignments..kalo kasi awl2 leyh la tahan nie da nk separuh nyawa nie pown still gagah bersemangat nk kasi...
huh!!!
juz imagine the last assignments' due date is on 30/10/2009 and the final exam will be started on 2/11/2009....
can u imagine that????????
God...please help me....please gives me lots and lost of strength to face this hardest part and hope ethg goes fine....do bless all my efforts dat i put into in order to get an excellent result....insyallah...
yet life must go on...
have to be smart...:)
so for tyme being still in progress to complete the assignments and slowly do some revision but still feel that it is still not a solid revision that can make this creature is totally ready for the 'WAR'..
seriously...tawakal byk2 kowt exam dis tyme...hmmm....
and tomorrow will be back to college...
and will start the preparation for the 'WAR'...
really need to put an extra speed till the fullest!!!huhuhuhu....
so to all the readers....
please pray for me kay...
especially to all my 'nyawa's in London...
do pray for ya kay...hope ya can strive the best for this coming exam
yeah...obviously ya miss you all very much..very much dearies....:(
and to mama abah and all the siblings...
do pray for nadia...
dis tyme nadia feels quite pressure ...and really need ur supports...bless and prays...
last but not least to my only hubby wubby...my only heart and soul...
really hope that u're always be with ur princess..
no matter how far the distance make us be apart yet our love will be always in every of our breath...
do prat for me,my hubby wubby..
hope ur princess will always be strong to face this crucial moment
and obviously sayang hubby really needs you and badly needs ur strength to keep her strong...
btw all the best for u too...
hope hubby sayang has a very good health and stay strong kay...
sayang hubby will always pray for u...
do d best kay...
sayang will always be with you and my soul will always close to u..
gonna miss you so much,hubby sayang....:((
so...do wish me luck...
~XOXOXO~
:: biSikAn hAti ::
Dengarlah bisikan hasrat hati
Yang merindu menjelma kembali
Ingatanku yang telah lalu
Bersama berjanji sehidup semati
Kini tinggal hanyalah kenangan
Dikau hilang di mana gerangan
Tiada berita kudapati
Hanya ingatanku di masa yang lalu
Kasihanlah kepada ku sayang
Tiap hari jua wajahmu terbayang
Ampunkanlah segala dosaku
Seandainya kita tak lagi bertemu
Dengarlah bisikan hasrat hati
Yang merindu menjelma kembali
Ingatanku tetap bersemadi
Walaupun kau kini telah mungkir janji
Ingatanku tetap bersemadi
Walaupun kau kini telah mungkir janji
Kasihanlah kepada ku sayang
Tiap hari jua wajahmu terbayang
Ampunkan lah segala dosaku
Seandainya kita tak lagi bertemu
Dengarlah bisikan hasrat hati
Yang merindu menjelma kembali
Ingatanku tetap bersemadi
Walaupon kau kini telah mungkir janji
p/s: one of the fav song..such a meaningful lyrics...
Sunday, October 25, 2009
:: a H.E.A.R.T. sAyS ::
I used to be a dead living girl before I found you....
I never know I could madly be in love again...
As soon as I met you my fingers met joy and my heart felt peace
I was like a land without water, where every plant witnesses drought, a sea without oxygen where every organisms met with God, and like the rose without nectar, which was deserted by every insect
When I found you, a new me was made....
Sometime in life time, we meet people we have no expectation of meeting....
Sometimes you meet people and your whole world experience reforms....
and there I meet you and started realizing the reason why I have to stay longer....
there are times I search for who cares and loves me but I never see, until a day I want to fail in faith and hope but going down...
I meet your soft, tender hands waiting to lift me up, which shows love and care.
My heart accelerates at the speed of light, every time I breathe...
I hear the rhythms of your sweet name, so melodious and charming....
Every time I breathe I notice the inclination in the level of love I have for you....
Maybe it's because I keep you in the most integral part of my heart....
Sometimes the situation made me realised that it is impossible for me to have the feelings...
Sometimes I try to stop loving you but I realize, "I can stop breathing
because even if I do...
my brain will never cease in passing the impulse of you to my soul....
because my love for you is burning out control....
Of all the people in this world
you're the one I run to...
Your name has been inscribed in my heart
in the moment we met I knew you were the one...
I whisper your name each morning when I wake, and each night to the stars.
I am who I am because of you...
and there is no one else I want to be....
You have taught me so much about this world...
and even through the times when darkness covered my world...
you were always the light...
I will love you for the rest of my life, no matter what....
I hope and pray that we stay together forever no matter what.
♥♥ hE aNd hiS Gift ♥♥
October 19, 2009
he received his birthday gift...
a 1st birthday gift with his new princess of his heart..:)
he and his gift...:)
Monday, October 19, 2009
♥♥ hAppy biRthdAy L.O.V.E. ♥♥
happy birthday to u...happy birthday to u...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY HUBBY WUBBY...
hubby birthday to u....:)
yeay!!!
he's a big boy now!!!
may Allah bless him and all his dreams..wishes and fantasies come true...
and obviously his sayang will always love him...
may this new life will bring lots of happiness...success....prosperity...and joyment...:)
an excited birthday boy with his cake..:)
his forever life's companion
his truly buddy ever
also so called his deary bro and sis
yeah...his sayang did treat him for an awesome saturday at sunway lagoon!!!
btw before dat obviously he's been surprised by his nothy sayang...:P
by telling dat his truly buddy a.k.a dak opet couldnt come to share the moemnts with him..huhuhu.....:P
but finally out of nowhere dak opet appeared in front of him...
wahahaha dat was d 1st wakenabeb!!!:P
so he started his excitement at the theme park..
really enjoyed played Buffalo Bill Coaster + Butch's Cassidy's Trail + Niagara Fall Flumes Ride + Grand Canyon River Rapids + TomaHawk + Water Park..
yeah such an awesome moment...:)
and most important thing a birthday boy was really enjoyed it so much...
ehehehhe...alahaiiiii!!!!:P
and lastly he been surprised once again by dak opet + iffa...huhuhu..:P
yeah..he had his birthday cake....yeay!!!!!:)
the last event for the day was a babrbeque at his place...:)
and now another excitement is waiting for him...ngeh3...:P
undying L.O.V.E
an appreciation kiss..:P
we need food *wink*
birthday boy & the tiger ghaaumm!!!
ere ur birthday's getaway gorgeous..:)
birthday getaway
on your birthday,
I just wanna let you know that I am so completely in love with you..
your love has made me love my life
everyday seems like a blessing since I met you
I feel so lucky and honored to be in love with such talented , handsome and intelligent man
ever since you walked into my life, I have been smiling..
there hasnt been a day when I have gone to sleep with a frown on my face
and it's all because of you...
hubby sayang...
I have always wished the love of my life to be understanding, loving, caring, faithful and most of all someone who would accept me for who I am..
now I have found the person I was looking for....
my heart told me that my Prince Charming was there
and that is you...my hubby wubby....
Thank you hubby for everything
I pray to God everyday to bless you with everything you deserve..
I will love you till the end of time...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUBBY WUBBY!!!!!!!!
~ XOXOXO ~
Saturday, October 17, 2009
*_* gOggLE fEst *_*
October 10, 2009
heyyyoooo....
yar its a goggle fest!!!wuhooo!!!
actually this event was my hubby wubby's event...
therefore his little girl was pouring some little supports and thought for his event..huhuhu...:D
nway it was a music event and lots of music bands were performing during this event...
:: bunkface :: grey sky morning :: couples :: plague of happiness :: incarnation :: second combt :: coca d monday :: blind tribe :: ceased war :: leather charms :: the last son :: stick no bills ::
yea..the bands were not really popular but their music was the matter...:)
oouhh yeah!!!!their music is awesome!!!:P
really triggered my music mode especially the couples and coca d monday!!
yeah...their music and performance were perfect and so fascinating !!!
really cant stop my body from been shaked and moved all over....huhuhu...:)
skanking sakan dan joget sakan sy di situ..*wink*
and the most important part was dancing and moving around with all the freakies crews on the stage!!!whooooppp whhoooppp!!!!
ahahhaha...sgt2 la layan kay??:P
ermm..really had a wonderful moment there...
with all his friends esp dak ammar + dak jojol + dak senol+ dak owun + dak opet + dak kadouk were always tickled this tummy2 for a non-stop of laugh...ahahahhaa!!!!:))
and not to forget all the stunning girls on dat day...miss iffa + miss nina make the day so beautiful and pretty...ehehehe...:P
the most exciting moment was having a chance to meet the coca d monday's members closely esp mr.eddie...ehehehee....
yar really get into this band due to their music....skanking skanking!!!!:P
besides met all the bands more closely was such an unforgettable moments ever..:)
da kate supporting..harusla di backstage sahaja tempat sy..negh3..*wink*
btw this event was until 11 p.m...huhuhu...
and just imagine didnt get any solid food for the whole day...
and of course the tummy2 also made their own performance inside..hu3...
so the day end at the subaidah with their superb delicious nasi lemak ayam...yummy2!!!
btw since morning and till nyte this face was keeping smiling and laughing...
there's no little space for the tears except the tears of happiness and joyment...:)
event though lack of sleep yet this whole body was really enjoyed and happy
yeah...really had an awesome and wonderful tyme...
obviously the most perfect moment ever with him...
wish the time could stop so that I can always be in his arms...
yeah spending the tyme together after 2 weeks been far made this whole heart was full with love.love and love...:D
it such a precious moment
thanx so much hubby...
sayang really enjoy it and wish for the next goggle fest...:)
hubby sayang...sayang hubby will always loves you till the end of the days...:)
~XOXOXO~
ready for goggle goggle giggle giggle...:P
heading to the event of the day
deary freaky buddies..:P
his forever supports and companion
the goggle fest supporting crew..:P
the most freaky buddy is on the middle
the couples
my fav coca d monday ever.whoop whoop!!!
a shot from him
presenting mr. and mrs. kopet + mr. and mrs. tulang + mr. and mrs. ammar..:P
with eddie the coca
with sam d bunkface
do stop the clock for this two L.O.V.E. birds
the last meal with him
photo session
bye bye goggle fest
