~ fEw dAys LEft ~

while I am sitting alone..
and so I realised...
how was my 21st life so far...
ermm thankful as ethg is great...
life is full of happiness..joy and laugh for every single moment...
yet...life also wouldnt complete without sadness and tears..
as it so called L.I.F.E......
felt very glad and thankful during the beginning of my 21st...
someone had open this broken heart and pour it with so much love..
a truly and pure love which I never felt it before..
yar...once my life was so dark..tears was the only my best remedy to survive..
and once I always been manipulated by others who love to take advantage on me..
and once I am lost and dunno where shud I go..and what shud I do...
ethg was blurred...
yet ethg was great till this heart had been knocked by someone who was really sincere and had devote his whole heart for this little girl..
thank you so much hubby...
you'd coloured my life back..
a plain life had turn to a very colourful life...
yar rainbow will come after a rainy day...:)
besides I learnt how to cry and laugh either more or less...
learnt many new things of every single of my breath...
learnt how to appreciate what the things that I had..
learnt how to confront people who hardly to understand this little heart...
learnt how to said yes and no for whatever in front of me...
learnt how to trust and give what I had to people..
learnt to have my own life and no need to bother what people said behind..
learnt not to touch others' life as people wont touch me either...
learnt to cherished every single minutes dat I had seem tyme is getting shorter and shorter..
and obviously I learnt how to love and be loved by others..
yar..there's so much things I learnt and it might be a long list of it..
after all..ethg dat happened on me had make me matured and wise...
nway what I wish now is to cherish and always be strong for evry single minutes of my breath...
obviously I wish ethg will gonna be fine..
yet there's always have so much bumpy roads in front..
so I need to be strong and do not stay too long at those bumpy roads..
keeps survive..survive and survive....:)
and as for now what I can say that I always be thankful to Him...
and hope my life will always be blessed by Him..amin....:)
and to my hubby wubby....
thank you so much hubby for the love and happiness that you gave to me..
it was really precious and nothing can beat it...
and to all my London buddies...
ya really miss you all so much....
this year will be my 2nd year without you all during my precious moment of my life...
all those moments of celeberating my 'born' day was always fresh in my mind...
to lyn+ejat+apai+fara+bob....ya miss you all so much....:((
erm dun u remember me ere...:((
please spend some moments with me ere...:(
ya had so much things to share with you all...
yet dun worry..ya always gonna be happy...
yar..my man always be my laughter and smile for everyday...
thank you so much hubby....mmmmmaahhh!!!
and lastly...there will just few days left...
and really2 hope that ethg gonna be fine..so much fine...
although lately I cudnt hold my tearz yet I still can smile...:)
after all another few days left before a new chapter of nadia's life begin...
chaiyok2 nadia!!!:)

21st life will end soon and another chapter will begin...:)