nEEd hiM bAdLy

heyooo....
I was fighting teribbly with many kinds of medicine the moment I was publishing this post
huh....really had a big and difficult time here...
body was been 'poluted' with so much of medicines and been exposed towards many kinds of x-ray..
arrgghh!!!dengerously in pain!!!:((
and now will be my the third medicine been into the body and it was really killing this weaken body...
and the only thing that made this body stil survived was by a truly companion from a chastely heart so called L.O.V.E. :)
and I really need him badly now...
miss him so much...
and I really hope he will enjoy his moment there with his beloved family...
btw he never let me me be alone..
even though I was here with a terrible and miserable condition yet he still wanna me to feel and share every moments with him...
and the most sweetest moment when he did call his sayang and let the phone on as to give his sayang hears him sang for so many lovely songs....
huh!!really felt touched!!!
he knew his sayang was really in pain and badly need him and therefore he was trying his best to make his sayang felt his existense no matter wherever and whenever...
thanx so much hubby....
sayang just fine here and your love is always with me...
and I am sure that ethg will be fine soon...
but for a moment I need you badly...
need him badly....
mmmwahhhh!!!!
~XOXOXO~