~ miSS hEr sO mUch ~

heyyoooo.....
this entry is dedicate to my dear darling sis natalya...
and I am pretty sure that she will read it where she was far far away miles from me...:((
yeah my dear darling...kakak really miss you..so much dear...
how's the flight???
and how's there??
hope ethg is perfect kay..:)
btw my dear darling sis natalya was off to Sydney to purssuit her studies...
and of course we had a really great tyme together before she left even though I wasnt feeling well...
yeah ethg for you my darling...for you I will....mwahhh!!!:P
I was spending some moments with her and it was a lovely moments eva..
went to shop+dinner+chit-chatting and ethg was done perfectly....
btw I couldnt join her party at Ruums which is organised by my dancemates due to my bad condition....:(
nway I managed to do a surprised party for her at her place and with the cooperation by her relatives...huhuhu..:P
thanx alots mummy..daddy...uncles..aunties...and all the stunning and gorgeous gurls and guys...:)
and to my darling natalya...sowey dear for the surprised party but I was really sure that you're really love and like it so much aite???ehehehe..:P
and lastly of course I had my private tyme with my darling princess natalya...
yeah of course we were hugging so tytely and did share many stories together since the day we met and till the recent moments....
act I did meet and knew her since I started my dance clasz as she was one of the youngest dancer there...
we already been so closed since the day we met even though we never knew each other before...
yeah...it so called life...ethg happened with a set of reasons...
she was so talkative and very friendly and of course she was a respectful person...
she used to call me kakak instead of sis ya..ya as what my other dancemates use to call me...
and the thing that we really been attached was our attitude as being so 'manja'...ehehehhee..:P
kami serasi sebab kami manje..huhuhu...
nway since dat day we were really really being attached and closed..
we used to do many things together...travel+shop+saloon+dance+ice-cream+chocolate+ice-skating+swimming+hugging and kissing and many things...
woahh!!!really mish those moments so much!!!:((
we cried and laugh so hard.....
she will always be with me and always accompany me in any circumstances...
btw ethg was a memories and its a really precious and lovely ones which I wudnt forget it....:)
my darling natalya....
here...kakak wanna say thanx so much for ethg....
there so much things dat you did for kakak and I really appreciate it so much....
you just named it whatever that you did and ethg was still freshly in my mind...
kakak really feel so glad and proud to know you..my dear...
and here also kakak wanna wish you a best of luck in ethg dat you did..
kakak believes that natalya will have a great tyme there and of course in your future too...
let by gone be by gone kay...
you're strong dear and nothing can stop you to achieve ethg that you wish for your future...:)
and always remember that kakak always be with you...
and always be wise in whatever that you wanna do....
and of course kakak will always pray for you...
nway do not forget your family...daddy+mummy+najwa+boboy+najlaa...
and of course kakak and babang kay...
we love you so much dear...
and always mish you...
btw the moments with her was end once I sent her to KLIA this morning..
ouchh...actually it was really a hard tyme for me...
I cudnt hold my tears anymore even since yesterday but the last moments with her was the most worst cry ever...
it was really hard me to say goodbye to her and her too...
we used to kiss and hugging each other so tytely and even we did it for so many tymes till I was really really had to let her as the gate was closed soon....:((
nway I really wish that we will meet again...insyallah...:)
I miss her so much.....mmwaahhh!!!!
~XOXOXO~